(Katherine's p.o.v.)
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The party ended and the boys are still here. I just stopped crying and I felt like ignoring the world for the rest of my life. I can't have one good day can I? Ugh!! I take my blade and go to the bathroom. I lock the door and turn on the shower. I strip down and get into the shower. I wipe the make up off as good as I can for not being able to see and then let the water soak my hair. I grab the blade and make cuts down my legs. I just want one good day, is that so much to ask for? I get out and change into pjs and I put my hair into a pony tail.
I go downstairs and here Mackenzie talking to the boys.
"She won't hold a grudge for too long." Mackenzie tells them.
"She's pretty pissed though." Louis tells her.
"She is mad at them but it's more she feels like everyday is ruined and she is tired of them being ruined." Mackenzie explains.
"She just wants one good day. Where nothing bad happens."
I sit on the stairs and just listen to them go back and forth.
(Liam's p.o.v.)
As we are all talking Dani texts me, and I get angry. I am done with her, she messed up badly.
•Hey babe, I am really sorry. please, please, please come back home?•
•I'm staying here. Katherine needs us all.•
•why?"•
•Because she does.•
*Can't you just tell her to suck it up and stop being a god damn baby. I need you babe. More than I have ever needed someone.*
I don't respond back to her and she has the nerve to text me a damn picture.
*I'm waiting baby*
I look at the picture with disgust. I am so done with her. I put my phone down and another text comes through. I tell her that I am not coming home and that is final. I turn off my phone not wanting to get anymore annoying messages from her.
"I'm going upstairs to talk with Katherine." I say putting my phone down.
I go by the stairs and Katherine is on her phone at the top. She was probably listening to us.
"Kath.." I say quietly.
"Hmm.." She hums back.
I walk up the stairs and sit down a step below her. I take her hands in mine and lace them together.
"You know they didn't mean to ruin your day." I tell her.
"Doesn't matter. Someone has to ruin everything." She bits back.
She is going to be stubborn tonight. I stand up and bring her to her room. I sit on the edge of her bed and pull her inbetween my legs. I look at her legs and notice new cuts. I slight touch on the cuts, feeling sorrow.
"Katherine you need to stop. You can't just go to this. It isn't save.."
"I like it though."
"Kath, please just promise me you will and not to."
"I will promise, but don't expect me to keep the promise."
I look up at her and cup her cheek with my hand. I stand up and press my forehead against hers. I lean down and kiss her. I don't care if you call this cheating on Dani, I just have been wanting to do this since last time I kissed her. I am going to break it off with Dani too, but tonight I am staying here with Katherine. I will talk to Dani at the house tomorrow.
The kiss escalates and I bring her onto her bed. I hear music being played from downstairs and I smile through the kisses.
"I eat my dinner in my bathtub
Then I go to sex clubs
Watching freaky people gettin' it on
It doesn't make me nervous
If anything I'm restless
Yeah, I've been around and I've seen it all
I get home, I got the munchies
Binge on all my Twinkies
Throw up in the tub
Then I go to sleep
And I drank up all my money
Dazed and kinda lonely
You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Pick up daddies at the playground
How I spend my daytime
Loosen up the frown,
Make them feel alive
I'll make it fast and greasy
I'm numb and way too easy
You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain't got no end
Ooh
Can't go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
Ooh
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain't got no end
Ooh
Can't go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh"
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I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)
FanfictionUsed to be called Katherine but I changed it.