Trouble..(Evan peters/Editing)

When People Become (11)

ALYSSAS POV

I wake up and my head hurts like hell. I get up as silently as possible and try to find my phone. I trip over something in the darkness and i cover my mouth to hide the pain in my voice. I finally find my phone and i reach to pick it up. Crap, its 3:45am. I walk into who's restroom? i look at the bed and i see a figure in the sheets.

I look in the mirror and my eyes get wide. This is harry's shirt. Shit, i barely remember what happened at that party, All i remember is that i was yelling at someone, but who? i get a flash of a black shirt that says "normal people scare me."

who's shirt is that?

"im done evan...." what did i do? im never getting this drunk ever again. I grab harry's keys and i grab my sweater that i wore, i put on my shoes and i run out of the dorm.

I get in his car and i try to remember where evans house was... um think, THINK! i remember and i turn the engine on. It seems louder and my head hurts more. I drive to his apartment and i run once more to get to evan. I get to his door and i hear a crash and i grab the doorknob and its open.. "EVAN!" i see him standing over the broken glass that seems to be a broken bottle. He turns and his eyes look darker, more black than usual. His eyes looks at my body and storms into his bed room and slams the door. I walk towards the door and before i can open it he opens it again."here put on some real fucking clothes." he throws some of my clothes but they fall to the floor and i dont pick them up. He looks down and takes a deep breath. He walks past me and sits on the couch and looks at me in an inviting way.

I stand and i remember "i wont say anything." i shake my head and he looks down."listen to me.." "listen to you... like you listened to me?" " he looks at me then slams his hands on the couch and i flinch but i stand my ground. "alyssa! stop! i want to tell you what happen and you just make it so hard! STOP BEING SO..." he takes a deep breath. "....stubborn.." there is a moment of silence that seems to take forever and i know that he wont speak so i do. " why, how could you?" he stands and walks closer and i step back. He grabs my arms to pull me close but i push him back. I hear a crack of glass under my shoe and he opens his mouth but closes it. He walks back to the couch and he sits down.

"she was crying in front of a room and she reminded me of you.. and i went to cheer her up because that is what i do...did with you.....but instead i took her in the room and when i was going to leave her in there to cry, she sat me down and made me listen to her problems and then she.......tried to kiss me and i rejected her and she left and told me not to say anything and i didnt that's all that happened." i dont know wheather to believe him or not. I nod and i walk to the door and i hear the crunching of the glass and i turn. "alyssa..." i put my hand on his shoulder and he just stares into my eyes. " i dont know please just..." i look down and his hand is on my cheek."i can wait forever if i have to.." i nod and i leave the apartment. I get in the car and i break and i cry for whats seems to be forever. I start the car and i go back to the dorms. I get out to see harry out front. "where were you!?" i give him the keys. "dont worry about it." he puts his hand on my lower back and i push his hand away. I am tired of being touched. "can you stop for once! Just leave me to my own problems!" i yell and he looks offended.

"i dont want you to drown in your own pity!" he yells back. "i dont care what you want! your not my boyfriend nor will you ever be! Just leave me alone! I dont understand why you cant just stay away." i yell and he walks toward the doors. He turns his head but he doesnt look at me. "its not me that cant stay away." he walks away and i'm left again. After a minute i walk inside and i go to my apartment. I lay on my bed and zoey isnt here and i look at the ceiling. I stare until i fall asleep. I'm consumed with darkness and fear once again.

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It has been a week since i talked to evan or harry. Saturday came slowly and painfully. "hey girl you have to get out! you cant stay here forever." i pull the cover over my head and she pulls it off. "NOO!" she smiles."come on we can eat out for once, im tired of pizza." i look at the ceiling ..I take a deep breath."...fine" she claps her hands and pulls me out of bed."ok get dressed and lets go!"

i put on a pair of skinny jeans and a shirt and my toms."ok lets go then, before i change my mind." we walk out and we go to the restaurant and i dont really pay attention when she is talking. "do you know what i mean?" i look up from the table. "yea" i try to remember what she said but i cant. I hear the bells on top of the door chime. I turn and a small part of me is hoping that it is evan but it isnt. He looked so serious and truly sad. Maybe he wasnt Iying. I cant even feel my pain anymore,i feel like i cant feel anything anymore. I dont know what to do. "do about what?" i hadnt realized that i said that out loud. "...um nothing" she shakes her head."you cant lie to me anymore" i sigh" Evan.. and i had a fight and i dont know what to do" i tell her what happened and she looks really confused. "um wow that sounds awful" i nod and she takes my hand. "if you really believe that he is telling the truth then why dont you believe him?" I take a deep breath."its been a week.." she gets up. " ok you know what lets go." "what?" "come on." she pays for the drinks and we get back in the car. "ok so where is evans place?"

i shake my head." what!? no we cant go." she looks at me and scowls. "yes where." i stay silent and she takes a deep breath. " i'm sorry its just i want to help you thats all, you have been in the dorm for days." i sigh, she is right and i feel actually sorry for myself."thanks but i will do it myself...soon." she smiles and looks at the time."up for the mall" i nod and lay my head on the window.Am i ready to see him, oh god i dont know i need him but i'm scared

EVANS POV

I'v never been in so much pain in so long.I am truly stupid for thinking that she would be here by now, walking around in my t-shirt. She is the only light that i've ever known. I get my keys and i start planning to apologize but i have had that plan for all the time i havent seen her. I get out of my apartment and i lock the door before i change my mind. I get in the car and i hope to god that she isnt with harry. Thinking about it makes me angrier than i already am at him and i speed out of the parking lot. I speed faster and faster to get to her dorm. I dont see the stop sign but i see a car coming my way. I try to move but it is too late. The last thing i hear is glass breaking and i black out.

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"ALYSSA!" I yell "ALYSSA WHERE ARE YOU?!" i search frantically for her. I hear her scream and i run to the sound. I see a alyssa on the floor and she is bleeding."alyssa!" i scream but she doesnt hear me. I keep screaming her name but she doesnt hear me. I try to move towards her but i am frozen. I see the door open and its harry. He sees her and runs to her. "baby oh god are you ok?!" "NO!" i scream, i cover my ears but i can still hear everything. "help me..please." she says weakly. he picks her up and i cant breath anymore. "ALYSSA PLEASE HEAR ME DAMNIT, ALYSSA!" She turns and her eyes cut through my skin." why didnt you try evan?" she says weakly. I try to answer but i cant. I pull my hair. "STOP! OH GOD!"

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I wake to shaking, and i'm breathing heavily."alyssa.." i say weakly and i look to see its her at my side. "im here evan, im here." I try to get up and i fall back down in pain. "you have a some broken ribs.what the hell is wrong with you?" she says softly. She moves my damp hair from my face. " i was going to get you." she looks so sad and i want to kiss her and wrap my arms around her, but it hurts all to much. It seems like she read my mind and she kisses my forehead. I look around and i see a couple of cheep ass gift baskets . "how long was i out." she looks down and i reach my arm out to lift her chin but i pull back and hold my side."shit.." i say under my breath. She looks up and she looks so terrified which thrills me, i know its sick but i just wanted to know that she cared about me. I place my hand on her cheek ignoring the pain. "are we ok?" i want the answer because if not it will eat me away. She takes a second and then she nods. I try to hide my smile but i failed because she smiles back. I move so there is space for her. "come here." she crawls to my side and she lays her head carefully."ow!" i say and she looks at me but i smile and she hits my arm."damn you peters." I lay my head on top of hers and i want to stay like this forever. "baby oh god are you ok?!" i try to erase the dream. I did it but i know its a matter of time 'til it comes back.