Should I go? Should I stay? [VIXX LEO/ Jung Taekwoon Fanfic]

Chapter 17| Let's do better

Yana's POV

Months flew by conversing became harder, I eventually finished all of my exams and now the school year is nearly over.

When Taekwoon left, I had high hopes that we will still be strong as a long distance couple. But now I don't see it anymore, we both know that arguing wouldn't help even though it happens occasionally. I guess we both knew that it was inevitable, of us to be on the edge of us separating. We were both too busy, and I some how came to terms that talking to Taekwoon is more of an obligation than a natural habit.

I felt guilty thinking about it; then again it is inevitable. I know that we are both not going to make it at the end. I don't want the extra baggage on my back anymore, after this year I have to put my full focus on school and for my HSC (High School Certificate) as I want to go into further studying in University. Also the fact that I don't know if I will take over the business if my parents become old. But that is something to worry about later, as they told me to do whatever I want after I graduate. I guess they don't want to be those parents who will have their child be the heir to their company once they graduate.

The time will come if I will take over. Also that we have great friends and family who works there. So hopefully I will be able to do what I would want to do.

Taekwoon's POV

"YOU GUYS MAY NOW HAVE A BREAK, WE'LL RESUME IN A FEW MINUTES!!!"

As we are on our school break we are all able to spend time training other than having the part time job. Yana and I haven't talked to each other for a while and I have to he honest, I don't know where this relationship is going to. I feel bad for not calling her, texting her occasionally as I am too exhausted after training.

I was also scared to rebel because who knows what are the consequences when you train while it is already difficult. But I understand that all this hard work will go into something worthwhile. The break didn't take long so we got back into dancing, then we have singing lessons after that. Then most likely we will all workout together as we all have a new trainer.

Hopefully I will get some time to talk to Yana soon.

Yana's POV

"Let's go somewhere today," said Adrian. "I feel like playing Water Golf," said Jessica. "Then it's decided," We all hung up and I got dressed comfortably.

We all met at the train station and took the train to the Water Golf place. I just hope I won't let go of the club while I swing, but it will be embarrassing if I did. "Are you and Taekwoon still talking?" Asked Jessica and I shook my head, "Why?"

"You know how he his busy, I am busy then we are not able to talk all the time because we had different schedules and he couldn't be on his phone all the time. Also when you think about it will kinda show that it won't work at the end," I said. "Awwwww don't think that," Adrian gave me a hug. "I just don't want any excess baggage on me, including Taekwoon because he is probably working toward something and I might be holding back."