Should I go? Should I stay? [VIXX LEO/ Jung Taekwoon Fanfic]

Chapter 58| Doubts.

Author's POV

After the announcement, there were many positive feedback and responses. So going out as a family was now very comfortable. As Taekwoon is still performing a musical, the CEO's promise is to give Taekwoon and the VIXX members to rest so they could spend time with their families and travel as well.

It was a great relief for Yana as well as she was able to go out with Jamie and Woosung along with Jisung to cafes and shopping trips. "You seemed so nervous during that time." Yana obviously knew that Jamie was referring to the reveal of Jisung. "I was terrified. It was my first time on stage in front of thousands of people." The wedding will be way smaller, so the privacy is still kept. "I'm proud of you, holding on for so many years. I bet Jessica and Adrian are also proud."

A part of Yana feels conflicted, she wants to stay here because of Taekwoon and the family she made here but at the same time going back to Australia as a family is something she has always wanted, she wants to see Jessica and Adrian more often along with going back to teaching. But Yana feels like it is selfish for her to think that way especially putting Jisung first is the right priority. "Ahhh you are accomplishing many things at a young age."

"Like what?" Yana spoke out whilst feeding Jisung. "You got a stable job, you're getting married, you have a child and you've been travelling more often now... usually we would be working to achieve those things."

"Ahhh don't worry, it will happen for you guys soon," Yana smiles with hope.

"I'm so excited for the wedding!!!"

Yana's POV

Right, I forgot that I wasn't married yet. But ever since we had Jisung, it felt like we were married with a growing family. We just need that official and legal title with documents and stuff like that.

"Are you planning of hen's night and what not?" Asked Woosung.

"No, I don't think I should especially that Jisung is born. Also Taekwoon is really busy with work," it seems like they really want to celebrate. "It's just one night also we wouldn't be too rowdy, just a mini gathering before you tie the knot," said Jamie.

"We'll plan it, trust us. We know that you guys should remain a role model to many people... we'll try and make it as private as possible, I'll contact Taekwoon and see if it is okay with him before proceeding with planning."

"Okay, but if Taekwoon doesn't approve then we can't proceed it, okay?"

"Okay!!" They both renounced in joy. "Are we picking up the dress today?" Asked Woosung, I nodded in response.

"I hope I'll fit in it though."

"You will, you lose a heap of weight since you been busy taking care of Jisung," I chuckled, it doesn't really mean that I will lose weight. "I guess I just had that thought since many mothers will just loose a bit but still keep the fat gained from the pregnancy."

"Some do, some don't. You're the lucky one Yana." I smiled and we cleaned up everything before heading off to pick up my dress. Jisung was sleeping soundly and I was able to take pictures to send to Taekwoon. Like as the CEO said once he has finished his schedules with MataHari, he will be able to a break so he could spend some time with us.

Taekwoon always has a worrying thought about missing Jisung's firsts, whatever it may be or Jisung won't become close with his father since he is gone all the time.

It also worries me that Jisung wouldn't be close with his dad in the near future.

But who am I to say this at a early stage. Jisung is barely a year old.