Should I go? Should I stay? [VIXX LEO/ Jung Taekwoon Fanfic]

Chapter 64| Considerations.

Author's POV

"If she needs time, then I'll wait." Taekwoon and his sister chatted as they eat lunch.

"I was talking to Yana not too long ago and she mentioned that Jisung wants to see you in person and not through the screen," Taekwoon's heart dropped, after so many years of them not seeing each other in person it was the first sign that he has gotten for them to become a full family again.

"I feel like we'll be the ones traveling, I owe Yana too much," his sister cannot deny the fact that he his still in love with Yana the same way he does like before. Taekwoon didn't want to hurt her, but he did bit by bit.

"Okay, since we are going back. I will see Yana first before you startle her."

"Startle her?" Taekwoon questioned, she sighed.

"You don't want to rock up her place, saying hey I miss you and our son. Now can I see him?" She tried to imitate Taekwoon which was not buying him anything. But he knew that she was right. A sudden change might retaliate Yana from Jisung seeing Taekwoon and vice-versa. Taekwoon's teaspoon twirled in the cup as he mixes the latte he made, contemplating how he will approach this.

"I got you, don't worry about this." Taekwoon's older sister reassured him that everything will be fine.

"What are you going to do exactly?"

"You'll see," Taekwoon's older sister stood up and patted his shoulder as she left the living room to go organise belongings along with Minyool's as well.

Taekwoon was very worried about her sister's plan, but he understood the fact that she is close Yana in terms of communication at this stage. Taekwoon's sister always cared and looked out for her just like she had her own sibling. Also a part of them is also worried about Jisung becoming one of those kids who goes with a certain stereotype when parents are separated.

Even though Yana has raised him well so far, Jisung won't feel the fatherly love if Taekwoon never communicated with him. Also the chance of Jisung rejecting his father will also continue to raise as he grows up, wondering why he placed work over family or fame and wealth over love and peace. It could go two ways once he grows up.

Following the same path of separation.

Or

Becomes protective over the one he loves so separation won't possibly occur.

Taekwoon's sister, Taekwoon and Yana has seen those types of people and has been acquaintances with some. It was nothing but pity in their hearts, trying to not show how they feel. 

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"What happens if you somehow bump into Taekwoon?" Yana's mother asked since she was also apart of Taekwoon's sister's plan.

"I don't know but all I know that we have to be civil about it and that I should be very thankful that Taekwoon allowed me to move away with Jisung."

"You know that Taekwoon still loves you, I know it too. If he didn't love you, this decision would've had a different outcome." Yana knew that her mother was right.

Currently Jisung is asleep from hanging out with his friend at school. Yana was thinking that he only allowed his just because of Jisung, which is a possible reason. Yana also had the thought of Taekwoon going out for revenge so he can have Jisung for himself with someone else.