Should I go? Should I stay? [VIXX LEO/ Jung Taekwoon Fanfic]

Chapter 57| Adjustments

(A/N: Hello readers!! It has been a long time, since the last update but I have finished my assessments and came home from camp... Now I have my break.

Then I will dedicate my time to writing, get my learners for driving and my stupid biology which ruined my morale when I was given the thick assessment papers.... anyways

Thank you so much for waiting! Much love!

Also as I read the last chapter, I made the decision to change the baby boy's name to Jisung (same meaning) just to make it more visually pleasing)

Author's POV

Endless sleep was spent ever since Jisung was born, but thanks to Yana and Taekwoon's parents the process has been a lot easier. It was concerning that Taekwoon was not able to attend or concentrate on practicing but a lecture from their parents did the job well. Yana made sure that she always texted and sent photo to see what Jisung is up to, which is mainly sleepy, crying and feeding.

But the growth was fast, from a newly born to a week year old baby. "Yana, the staff was asking if you want to video chat the concert." Today was the second day, which meant one more day till the reveal. A part of Yana was excited and proud but the other part nervous and scared. "Uhm tell them to not worry, we're watching the last concert live." Even though they both haven't heard from Angela, it frightens them that anything could happen to both of them and especially their child.

Yana's POV

"Yana, you should take a shower and rest a little bit, I'll take care of Jisung," his grandmother approached me as she finished cooking and carried Jisung. Taking my chance, I had a shower and pampered myself for once. I made sure that I texted Taekwoon that Jisung is with his grandmother, while I did my business.

I contemplated in the shower, our life after Taekwoon announces that he has a son. I don't know why, but why do I have guilt?

I couldn't think of anything.

I love my son, I love my family, I love my friends and especially Taekwoon my fiancé.

After having those deep thoughts, I decided to get out of the shower so Jisung could have his feed before going to sleep. As I brushed my hair I faced the side and looked at my stomach.

It used to be full, now it's flat. A human was growing inside me.

I put down my brush and headed straight out to see Jisung and omma-nim sitting on the large chair in the nursery. This where I tend to fall asleep, even though the room is right next to it. "Here you go," seeing Jisung awake, he smiled and he was hungry. "He really takes after Taekwoon."

"He does." I smile and fed him before putting him to sleep, I thanked Jisung's grandmother and I told her to rest for today, as I left his room I went to the master bedroom and retrieved my phone before going back to Jisung's room sitting on the rocking chair. "This guy really posed this place as a party house," I sigh and looked out the window remembering the first time I came here.

I checked the messages that I said to Taekwoon, I saw how the manager replied since he had go get back on stage quickly. "I'm sorry that I couldn't reply personally, but I'm happy that Jisung is doing well," in brackets mentioning that the manager telling him to reply like that with a photo of him on stage.

"Taekwoon, told me that you, Jisung and the rest of your family will be there. The staff and I will make sure that you all will be safe and treated well," the manager sent. "Thank you so much, you work too hard." I sent the, 'hwaiting' emoji. I'm glad that Jisung is not much of a crier so it was easier for Taekwoon and I to rest, but staying in the same room as will make me stay alert when if ever Jisung starts crying.