Should I go? Should I stay? [VIXX LEO/ Jung Taekwoon Fanfic]

Chapter 34| Uncertainty

Yana's POV

"Mhhhhh," I stretch out and hug the soft body like object beside me. Wait, what? My eyes shot open but closed them straight away due to the sunlight seeping through the blinds. After a few blinks, the person sleeping next to me was Taekwoon all along.

"Huh?" I thought. I couldn't jump to conclusions because I was not at my right state of mind last night and Taekwoon wouldn't do something like that unless I allow him too. But all I remember that he cared for me. More than Jericho for that fact. I couldn't fight it, being cared for is something I needed the most and that's what Jamie, Taekwoon and the rest of vixx are doing which I am very grateful for.

"Did you sleep well?" I looked up and see Taekwoon facing me. "Yes, thank you for staying. It must've been a burden," I purse my lips. "No don't say that. I wanted to stay and see if you're alright, that's why I slept with you since you asked me to stay," he pulled me into his chest.

It's winter, it's getting colder and colder. Being alone in with a thick blanket or quilt was not enough to feel the emptiness of the bed. Even though having good amount of pillows, blankets and stuffed toys felt like I was being protected but not really. The affection of someone giving hugs and verbally telling them that it is okay or you can rely on me, really gives off the protection feeling. Which I miss the most.

I really missed his hugs, but I felt bad for doing this behind Jericho's back but it's something that I need. "We should get up," I rose up from bed and started getting ready for work. Who knows if Jericho will visit again, but most likely he will since I feel like it would start midweek. "What about you Taekwoon?" I don't have any mens clothing for the obvious reasons. "Well I have my bag, I have extra clothes."

"Ahh okay, I'll start getting ready now." I head to the bathroom.

Taekwoon's POV

I decided to make Yana coffee and prepared her things so she doesn't have much to do. Jericho should be doing these things but obviously I am more than happy to do this for her instead of that di*khead. I want her back badly, knowing that I am in her place multiple times and I slept with her. It feels like we're a couple but that's not the case.

"I'm done," I see her walk into the kitchen. "I made coffee for you, I'll get ready now."

I took my things and headed to the bathroom.

•••

My manager picked me up so I didn't need to go with Yana before things get suspicious. Yana was with Jamie like usual, "Hey babe," I hear him greet Yana. Ughhh let's just cut to the chase that he doesn't love her that much.

"Hello, how was your morning?"

"It was alright, I was excited to see you," I see him kiss her cheek. Yana was not having it, it seemed like she didn't want this, I look towards the other members and see how they would agree to what I'm thinking. "We need to be more careful," said Hakyeon and we all nodded in agreement.