The New Kid, A Justin Blake Story//Finished

22-Hospital

I opened my eyes and saw a bunch of bright, white light and people surrounding me. Im pretty sure I was moving. I felt an excruciating pain in my ribs and in my head. I tried to turn my head to look around but it was strapped down. What was happening? I looked at the people around me, I saw a doctor, a couple nurses and.... Justin! I saw Justin! I tried to sit up again,
"Justin!" I mumbled,  not entirely able to speak "Justin!" I yelled again, this time more clearly.

"Miss you have to relax, you are at the hospital, you've had an accident and we are tryimg to help you." A nurse calmly told me.

I layed down, panicked, why can't I see Justin? I kept my eyes on him as they wheeled me through hallway after hallway.

They wheeled me into a room and a nurse stopped Justin at the doorway and told him something, I couldn't hear. He argued with her and tried to push past when another doctor came over and help keep Justin out. He was yelling something,  I read his lips. "Aubri! Aubri! I love you" I managed to read
"I love you too!" I yelled back
"He loves me?" I thought to myself. He can't it's not true, I'm unlovable. Or am I?

Suddenly there was a mask covering my mouth and a bad taste in my mouth, and then black.

I woke up and felt a soft pillow under my head and a warm blanket over top of me. My head felt heavy, like there was a weight on top of it. I opened my eyes and looked around, not moving my head. I saw a small tv, I looked ar myself, I was wearing a hospital gown, IV's in my right arm, I lifed my left arm and felt my head, it felt weird, like it was wrapped in a bandage. I set my arm back down and suddenly became conscious of the fact that I had short sleeves on. My arm was showing all of the cuts, they would see them. I would be taken away. Then I realized that they changed me. They saw the bruises, the cuts, the scrapes, all from him. I looked to my left and saw an IV machine. I looked to my right and saw someone sleeping, their head rested on my bed. "Who was it?" I wondered to myself. I carefully rotated my body around to see who it was, they started moving and looked up at me, Justin. His eyes were red and puffy, like he'd been crying, or awake for a while. He looked at me, shocked,
"Aubri" he whispered
He sat up and rubbed my cheeck carefully with his thumb, he moved closer and whispered into my ear,
"You're awake"

He gently hugged me and I hugged him back. I missed him so much.

"Do you remember what happened?" He asked me
I shook my head no and he looked at me with a sad look on his face.

"Danny told me about what happened and I was worried about you so I came over to talk to you," he explained "you asked me what time it was and ran down the stairs, you were going too fast and you fell. I called the ambulance and they came and brought us here, and they said that you needed emergency surgery so they rushed you in as soon as we got here, they made me wait in the waiting room, not being able to be with you killed me. I waited and waited, it felt like forever when in reality it was about 3 hours. They brought you in here and explained to me what happened, Aubri you almost died. And it wasn't even because of the fall. Aubri, why didn't you let me help?" He finished, tears building up in his eyes.
I started tearing up too. Seeing Justin like this killed me. And it was my fault, if he had never met me this wouldn't be happening. I shouldn't have even been born.

"I.. I'm sorry" I chocked out.
"Who did this to you Aubri" he said, crying at this point
"I.. I can't Justin" I replied
"What do you mean Aubri?" He started getting angry "You almost died! When can you tell me Aubri? After you're dead? I cant loose you!" The anger melted back to tears.

"If I tell you it'll just put you in danger, and I cant let that happen" I answered
"Yeah? Well I love you Aubri" he said looking me in the eyes, tears pouring out.
I started balling, I couldn't hold it in any longer.
"Justin you can't, he'll hurt you" I answered
"Who? Who will hurt me? Who has been hurting you Aubri? I want to help you" he said putting his hand on mine and rubbing it.

He looked down at my hand, my arm, my wounds. I looked at his eyes, I saw the hurt, the pain, all because of me.

"I'm so sorry Justin" I cried