Those Eyes... (Zerrie Fanfic)

Chapter 20

Chapter 20:

Pure innocence radiated from his serene, sleeping self, skin lined with zero stress or worry, smoother than silk, his eyelids shielded the brown orbs from the bright white light that reflected his face beautifully. His face rested on top of my lap, breathing deep, soft and sound in total peace. The room was motionless except for his chest rising and falling gradually. I rested my hand in the center and slightly left of his warm chest, feeling the graceful thumping of his heart beating calmly, my own heart began following the same gentle momentum that his heart had. My other hand stroked the soft, delicate brown hair, fingers entered the thick lush ruffles, forever wanting to do just that. 

This was the Zayn I knew and loved... The Zayn few hours ago was not him. He was a devil in disguise, drunken demon. That's what he was and I couldn't believe my Zayn who has always been the kindest and considerate could ever have this awful side as well, even if it wasn't in his control, I could not believe it. What hurt me more than this, even more than the stab of the glass was the bitter truth that Zayn had easily forgotten about me and inflicted pain on purpose. Tears tripped one at a time on his face, disturbing the angel from his heavenly sleep.

"Perrie...?" a sweet murmur escaped his lush lips.

"Are you crying?"

"No, those are happy tears."

"You should stop lying because you suck at it."

"Tell me." he sighed. The last time he said those words, he had hurt me greatly and I didn't want to experience that horrible moment again.

"You forgot me Zayn and I know you were not you back then but it breaks my heart to know you could forget me so easily."

"You know what those are?" he asked, catching a tear on his forefinger before it dropped.

"Those are precious pearls of goodness that adds sparkle to those eyes. So stop wasting them on petty things."

"It is far from petty for me Zayn."

"So you are choosing to give more importance to something that makes you cry and makes me look like a devil?"

"I can't control it. My mind keeps playing the same tape over and over."

"You can't control it in your right mind than how do you expect me to control myself in the time where I have no mind."

"For me the times I caused you pain are unworthy of existence. Besides I'd rather I forget you when I am not me because that would make me a stranger and I can't see you with someone other than me. But even if I were actually possessed by another, you would bring me back somehow like how you did today."

"Zayn you are not just saying -

"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't trust me."

"I don't trust you..." I said, my eyes blinking in the trust part.

"Well we know the answer to that then." he laughed. 

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"Won't you give me a goodbye kiss at least?" Zayn implored.

Adrenaline swooped my heart when I locked my lips with his warm, moist lips that moved with mines in perfect synchronization. His tongue begged to enter my mouth and I let him, our tongues began exploring each others mouth, blood flowed rapidly to my cheeks and my waist was forced forward, bringing me to his chest, increasing the intensity of the kiss. 

I pulled away, heaving hugely and got out the car to my house door that was already unlocked.

"Perrie!" slender arms of my step sister welcomed me home. Luckily my phone vibrated at just the right time, forcing her to release me immediately. 

It was a text: You lied! from an unknown number.