THE Young AND the Younger {a dan smith fanfic bastille}

Twenty

(This chapter sucks btw)
JADE'S POV~

Don't talk to strangers.

Oh, in the strangest dreams, walking by your side
It is the hole you impose upon your life
When you're out, loneliness, it crawls up in the ground
It's what you feel, but can't articulate out loud.

Oh you go to sleep on your own and you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone
It's a last resort

All you want is someone onto whom you can cling
Your mother warned of strangers and the dangers they may bring
Your dreams and memories are blurring into one
The scenes which hold the waking world slowly come undone

You'll come undone

Oh, you go to sleep on your own,
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone,
It's a last resort

You go to sleep on your own
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone, it's a last resort

Oh

Don't talk to strangers,
And don't walk into danger.
Don't talk to strangers,
And don't walk into danger.

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I have never been so lonely in my entire life right now I was blasting sleepsong and sitting on my bed trying to get lost in music and not think about anything, because I'm scared.
Joe was home but he was calling me all kinds of names and pushed me to the ground I knew he was drunk. but did he get drunk now when Dan was gone so he could hit me. Because if dan was here i know he wouldn't be drinking.

When my mom and dad died, joe started drinking everyday, and he used to hit me a lot when I got home from school, then he went to some thing that helped him with his drinking problems, and then he never hit me again until now,

From Dan:
Pick up the phone! I'm going mad!

I smiled turning the music down and calling Dan and rested my back to my door.

Dan:finally!

Jade:sorry I was listening to music I couldn't hear the phone ringing.

Dan:it's fine, what are you doing?

Jade:n-nothing. what about you?

Dan:jade what's wrong? if its me being gone I can come back early if you want-

Jade:no Dan have fun

Joe:JADE GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!

Jade:I got to go.I love you

Dan:wait what was that? jad-

I hung up opening my door and walking down the stairs

Jade:yes joe?

Joe:make me something to eat!

Jade:I can't cook you normally cook.

Joe:I SAID MAKE ME SOMETHING TO EAT!

Jade:I can't cook! Unless you want burnt Food,

He walked up to me slapping me hard I fell to the floor holding my cheek with my hand.

Joe:I DIDN'T ASK FOR A BULLSHIT OF A JOKE! I SAID MAKE ME FOOD!

Why was he doing this?

I don't know.

But what I do know is that

I want to die.

Later on I ran to my room, and in to the bathroom and picked up my razor blade, cutting myself six times. I used to cut all the time, but no one knows and I'd like to keep it that way.