THE Young AND the Younger {a dan smith fanfic bastille}

Thirty two

JADE's Pov

Ooh

Look who's digging their own grave

That is what they all say

You'll drink yourself to death

Look who makes their own bed

Lies right down within it

And what will you have left?

Out on the front doorstep

Drinking from a paper cup

You won't remember this

Living beyond your years

Acting out all their fears

You feel it in your chest

Your hands protect the flames

From the wild winds around you

Icarus is flying too close to the sun

Icarus's life, it has only just begun

It's just begun

Standing on the cliff face

Highest foe you'll ever grace

It scares me half to death

Look out to the future

But it tells you nothing

So take another breath

Your hands protect the flames

From the wild winds around you

Icarus is flying too close to the sun

Icarus's life, it has only just begun

This is how it feels to take a fall

Icarus is flying towards an early grave

You put up your defenses when you leave

You leave because you're certain

Of who you want to be

You're putting up your armor when you leave

You leave because you're certain

Of who you want to be

Icarus is flying too close to the sun

Icarus's life, it has only just begun

This is how it feels to take a fall

Icarus is flying towards an early grave

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Kyle was talking to the band about the interview they where going to have tomorrow and I was going to go to work!!!!!! And in a month school is starting. Urgh.

.........

Jade:joe is at rehab?

Dan:yeah, he ask me to take care of you until he gets back.

Jade:so we are staying here now?

Dan:yes unless you want to stay in your flat.

Jade:I don't care really.

Dan:sleepy?

Jade:naw,more happy.

Dan:about?

Jade:a job! I don't have to ask you for anything! I can do it all by myself.

Dan:maybe you shouldn't take that job

Jade:and why not?!

Dan:I won't see you a lot.

Jade:you can have lunch with me, it's just a summer job dan.

Dan:then you will go back to school. And I won't see you at all!

Jade:you know what I think?

Dan:what do you think jade?

Jade:I think someone is jealous.

Dan:really?

Jade:Yep.

Dan:you know what I think?

Jade:what do you think dan?

Dan:you are so going to get it for saying that.

Jade:really?

Dan:yep. Better run.

I giggled getting up and running away to the spare room I've never been in yet.

Dan:DONT GO IN THERE!

There where pictures all over the place I picked one up and it was a picture of dan when he had put on a lot of weight I turned it around and there where words on the back that really hurt me.

Fat.

Ugly.

Useless.

Unwanted.

I let the picture drop from my hand and looked for a more recent picture. I found one of him in his wolf shirt and turned it around

I wonder why I even have friends.

I think I'm ugly.

I wonder if I kill myself today no body would miss me.

I was a bit token back I had no idea that dan was insecure. I didn't know he felt this way about his self.

I turned around knowing dan was behind me.

Jade:why didn't you ever tell me you felt this way about yourself?

Dan:because i used to feel that way about myself before Bastille was even a band.

Jade:what's the difference?

Dan:I wrote that when I was fat.

Jade:yeah, but you also wrote this when you Weren't

Dan:depression,

Jade:do you feel that way now?

Dan:no, not really. Now that there are girls always telling me that I'm "sexy"

Jade:can we talk about it if you do feel that way again

He nodded

And I hugged his torso feeling small. But I wanted him to know I was here for him.

Jade:I love you dan. It will only be you that I love, you don't have to get so scared that I'll leave you,when you have 26 girls wanting to get in to your pants everyday.

Dan laughed

Dan:I love you jade.

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Sorry weird chapter! Anyways thanks for reading my story means a lot thank you guys so soooooooooooooo much k byeeee

~Dylan