Monster: You're my lucky one (OT12) (ENGLISH VERSION)

15. Lies

15. Lies

Kyungsoo opens his eyes, it is hard to do it, so they close again. He didn't feel a lot of pain, but he felt his body extremely heavy. And the heaviness has one reason, he has Jongin's body over him. He wants to move, but he's not strong enough to do so, and Jongin is snoring. He's personal experience tells him that he must fight and fight to get his freedom back.

Immediately, he asks himself if the others are ok, and he tries to calm down thinking that it's impossible that the environment won't be so silent if something is wrong.

The red haired tries for the second time to open his eyes and take the dead body he has over him, but he fails. So, he gives up and feels how he's falling sleep again.

When he finally wakes up, he feels so much better, and this time he only has an arm and a leg over him, so now it's something he can handle. Jongin's upside down, with his head was facing the other side, so Kyungsoo can see his blonde hair in the darkness. The windows will open wildly when they get used to the light.

Kyungsoo sits on the bed and tousles his own hair, stretching all his body. He gets closer to his companion and immediately he feels that wonderful smell. Kyungsoo can help himself to caress Jongin's back and hair. He notices that the man has nothing on, only the sheets, and he notices that he has nothing on either. Damn Jongin, he took all his clothes off before getting him into the bed. Pervert.

–Jongin... the clock says that it's late. It also ask us to eat something... our sugar levels are low.... Jongin... wake up.

–Mmmm...– at least, he got and answer.

–You have to wake up, we need to eat.

–Kyungsoo?

–No, actually I'm Barney... what's up? – the guy makes fun of him, and the makes a bad face because of the blond's question.

But Kyungsoo didn't have the chance to complain or anything, because Jongin was over him again. He remembered that they have nothing on, and that makes his blood run to his face, and Kyungsoo tries to put him apart, but the hug is trapping him. He's uncomfortable until Jongin is able to see his expression.

–Are you ok?– asks to the scared younger man.

–Please... please... please don't scare me again, don't do it... you just fainted in the middle of the fire. Do you like to make me suffer? It's like you enjoy my panic... you just disappeared to save the person who was hurting you... I don't understand it, Kyungsoo, I can't understand you.

–This is fun. When we met each other, it was you who was all the time trying to get my heart... you confess your feelings and I run, as if I rejected you, but actually I was scared. I never thought that I was able to feel something for another person, so intensely, then I wrote you a letter. When we start dating I felt comfortable, because you never pressure me to show anything I didn't feel – Kyungsoo sighs, feeling and enjoying the other's heat– Then, I came here and you didn't remember me, you didn't know who I am and your feelings about me... and instead of understanding you, I forced you to be by my side... because I can't live without you. I know I'm acting selfish, but it was the only way to have you back... the dream of being with you again was so close after I loose you. Remember it makes my heart aches. Now it's me who asks for attention all the time... forcing you to...

–You've never forced me to anything– Jongin assures while he takes the other body in his arms, closer – Never, never...

The blond one it's over him again, and he started to kiss him hardly, desperately, wanting more, more physical attention... he wants the other to feel it and not to run away. Kyungsoo was fighting against it, uncomfortable because Jongin was not gentle.