My Fate.. [COMPLETE]

2- He's Gone

Namamasyal kame sa parke ng bigla kaming nakarinig ng putok ng baril.. Bakit ba uso ngayon ang namamaril ng walang dahilan?! Bigla akong hinila ni Clyde sa isang tabi at niyakap.. He told me to keep quiet and make no noise.. I was so scared.. pano kung may mangyari sa amin? pano kung makita kami ng gunman at barilin kame. hindi ko makita kung anong nangyayare dahil natatakpan nya ako. He keep on telling me how he loves me.. I was crying silently. Until I heard a familiar noise. It was from the gun. It was loud and clear. Hinigpitan nya ang yakap sakin and he kisses my forehead.

"I love you, Azura.. I really do. I love you so much.. Always remember that." His hug.. unti unting lumuwag ang yakap nya at tuluyang bumagsak sa lupa.. I keep on shouting and asking for help.. But no one help me. I tried to carry him. I can't lose him. Not this way. I really can't.. Oh, God... please! Help him fight.. He's still young. We still have our plans to build a family..

Where here.. in the hospital and I’m still looking on his face. God! Noooo. You can’t take him away from me. I need him.

"Oh please.. D-Doc... Do everything. Save him please. I'll pay you.. Kahit magkano pa yan babayaran kita. Save him please.. please.." I said it while sobbing. He nodded.

"Ma'am, hanggang dito na lang po kayo. Bawal po kayo sa loob."  the nurse said to me.. I look at her with my pleading eyes..

"Do everything please.. please.." God.. I can't afford to lose him. He's the one I love.. Sya lang.. Sya lang ang mamahalin ko.. habang buhay...

Nakaupo lang ako habang hinihintay silang matapos. Napatingin ako sa harapan ko at nakita ko syang nakangiti sakin.. Napangiti ako. Tumayo ako at tumakbo sa kanya.. I keep on calling him while running until I got there. I was about to hug him when he fades... Luminga linga ako habang sinisigaw ang pangalan nya.. I know he's here. He smiles at me.. He won't leave me. He loves me right? He promised.. But no sign of him. No sign of Clyde. But no! I love him so I keep on shouting his name.

I open my eyes. Sheez. It was a dream. I heard the door opens so I look on it and I saw the doctor.. I stood up and walk on his way.. I have a hope that he is alive.

"Doc.." I look at him with a pleading eyes.

"I'm sorry.." then he tapped my shoulders.

"N-no.." This can't be.. tell me I'm dreaming again..

"Hindi pwede Doc." hindi sya pwedeng mawala. buhay pa sya diba?! buhay pa!

"I'm really sorry, iha.. But he is gone." after that he walked away.. Why? Bakit nangyari to? Hanggang dito na lang ba talaga? Before I knew it I was heading home.. I already told his parents.. and they was so sad and hurt. His mom keep on crying and keep on asking me what happened. I told them the truth.. That gunman! I swear.. I'm going to find you.. You can't run from us..