Limitless (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 37

Mia’s POV

“MIA! You are going tonight regardless of whether you and Niall have spoken yet or not ok? This could be your chance to work things out and by not showing up tonight you would just give him the wrong example. But if you go tonight then he will see that you love him and even when you are fighting you still support and care about him!” Georgia says as she drags the covers off my body and I groan. Jade is busy with her parents and Halli’s at a swimming match so it will just be Charlie, Georgia and…well probably me since I’m pretty sure Georgia won’t leave me alone until I go.

I know that she’s right and that I should get up and go but I just don’t feel like it, I’m hurt that Niall hasn’t tried to contact me to try and work this out and I know that it shows. All week I’ve found it harder and harder to get out of bed and well the motivation to do anything has gone. At first I worked on my music when my parents were gone but I don’t even have the motivation for that anymore, when I’m not at school I just lie in bed and check my phone every five minutes and I know it’s pathetic but that’s what I’ve been doing for the majority of the week. Multiple times I have wanted to call him but I have refrained from doing so. I need to give him some time and space but this is killing me and I know that my friends are worried about me. And not even hearing from the other boys telling me that he misses me and that he isn’t himself without me helped. I still just want to hear from him so that I can say I’m sorry and we can makeup and be together again…I don’t want to lose him, especially over something like this.

“Come on Mia.” Charlie says to me in an encouraging way as well as a stern way and she’s giving me a look like you would give to a naughty child when you’re getting them to apologise. I sigh and uncurl myself and sit up. I know that I look awful because the most that I have done today is go to the toilet and get food and drink, that’s it, well that and check my phone.

“Fine, I’ll go, but what if he just ignores me? What if this is the end for us? Why hasn’t he contacted me? Does he even want me there tonight?” The stream of questions is out of my mouth before I can stop them and I’m being given a sympathetic look from Charlie and an ‘are-you-serious?’ look from Georgia. I bite my lower lip and sigh again before standing up.

“Don’t worry squidge, it’s going to be ok. I mean you haven’t even spoken to Zack since Starbucks and I know that Niall loves you but sometimes people do things which don’t make sense to us but make complete sense to them.” Charlie says. She kind of sounds like some sort of psychologist who is analysing the situation. I nod and haul myself to my feet and then go into the bathroom.

“Yes! Thank you! Finally! And we will have a great time anyway.” Georgia says, sounding far too optimistic for my liking and I highly doubt that I will have a good time if Niall doesn’t talk to me. I turn the shower on and then look in the mirror, I’m horrified at what I see and I almost want to cry…I’m so pathetic! I pull myself together and get into the shower, letting the hot water wash away all the signs that I’ve been crying for the past week, once dry and dressed in a pair of blue skinny jeans and a tight dark blue top with a black leather jacket and black heels, it’s time for the makeup. I wish that Jade was there, she’s always amazing at doing my makeup and I want to look good…for Niall. I put on my primer and foundation and blusher and then for the eye shadow. I go with a dark grey blue which fades out into a silvery blue with some black flicks drawn on with liquid eyeliner and some mascara topped with waterproof mascara in case any water works that might happen later tonight.

“See, you look amazing! Niall would be an idiot if he didn’t talk to you tonight, even if it’s just so he can make out with you coz you look hot.” Georgia says and I give her a stern look but nothing can hide the smile from my face, she always knows how to make me smile even when I’m down, or ill, or upset, or angry, or…anything.