He Dared To Love

Chapter 35 ✔

Rian's POV

I can feel the fast beating of my heart as I stare at him.

I tightly closed my eyes. "I've used pills." I heard him sigh. "But Aiden hindi na ngayon."

He distanced himself from me and stood up from the bed.

"Of course!" He snapped. "You already saw the sign that you're not carrying my child. So why bother take pills again?" He sarcastically said.

I also stood up from the bed and tried to get near him. "Aiden nagkamali ako. I stopped using it already. I won't be ever using those again."

He coldly look into my eyes. "Why did you have to take those goddamn pills?"

"I... I thought... Hindi mo 'ko mahal."

He closed his eyes and sighed. "Are my actions not enough..." He opened his eyes and stared at me. "To prove that I'm serious about loving you?" He paused, maybe waiting for my answer. "If not tell me then. Tell me what should I do to prove that I love you."

The pain in his eyes is burning my eyes. My tears want to fall but I don't wanna cry in front of him.

"Aiden dati 'yon. You've already proved that you love me. I was doubting that time if you really love me. You always say and show it in a playful way and I'm not used to it."

"You've known me playful! And it's better if you just slapped it on my face that you don't wanna carry my child than making me wait for nothing."

"I'm sorry!" I shouted back and my tears fell. "Isn't that enough?" I sobbed. "I was scared of getting hurt again. I'm scared that you might just run away again after letting your sperm swimming."

"For God's sake we're married!" He looked away. "I already told you that only if I knew that I made you pregnant that time I should've stayed."

"Eh paano kung na buntis mo nga ako ulit, tapos pumangit ako at maghanap ka ng iba? And I know it's possible!"

"You're not trusting me!"

"You broke the trust when you left me!"

"I didn't have other woman and I have my reasons to do so."

"It's impossible that you didn't have other woman that time!"

He frustratingly ran his hands through his hair. "Damn Aloha! I may be a player but I've never been a two-timer."

"I don't believe you!"

"I don't care!" He turned his back. "You always bring back the past and blame me for our every fight."

"Aiden hindi naman sa ganun-"

"No Aloha..." He faced me. "Dad's right. You never really moved on yet."

"Sabihin na nating oo!" I breathe. "But Aiden would you just do something so that I can REALLY move on?!"

"Am I not doing a thing? Huh? I am! And one of it is marrying you, loving you and Rain, and asking for a child from you again. How about you? What are you doing to move on? Nothing right? 'Cause you're always doubting. I wanted another child hoping he'll be the bridge for our marriage to really work. That's it." And he walked away, shutting the door close and not looking back.

I burst into tears when I realized that he's right. Bakit ba hindi ko nalang kalimutan yung mga nangyari?! Masaya na nga kami eh! Ako lang ang problema.

Shit!

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I was awaken by a door being harshly closed. I opened my eyes and saw Aiden walking towards the bed.