Matthew Daddario imagines

Permanent

''Okay,Y/N tell me,what happened?''Your boyfriend,Alec sat in front of you and grabbed your hand.He was asking this question continiously all day,and you stil haven't answered.He was going away to a mission for 6 months that day,and you were obviously sad about it.You knew that he was waiting for that mission to be his so you didn't say anything about how sad you ar efor him going.You were happy and proud of him but the thought of being away from him for 3 months killed you inside.And now,on his last day before leaving,you had no moral.

''Nothing!''You stood up.''Are you done packing?Do you want me to help you?I can-''

''Y/N,I know something is wrong,just from looking at your eyes.''He sat you down by pulling your hand.

''I'm just happy for you.''you said trying to sound excited.You looked at his face with knowing that you're not going to see it for 6 months.

''Come on.Tell me.''He insisted.

''It's just that i'm going to miss you Alec.6 months is a long time.So many things can change.I'm so proud of you for getting this mission but how am i going to be happy when you're the only person who makes me smile,and you're not there.''You said rubbing his cheek and crying.You abrased your tears.''But you are much more important.I'm sorry.''

''Babe,it's okay.I'm going to miss you as much as you do.Yes it's a long time but nothing is going to change.My feelings for you are permanent.Everything i have for you are permanent.And our relationship is permanent.When you miss me,just think of me and everything we did together.I spent my last week thinking about what i'll be doing without you by my side.But i figured out,knowing that you're healthy,happy and strong are going to be everything i need.Then when i 'm back 6 months later,everything is going to be the same.''He smiled and tightened the way he held your hand.

''I'm going to miss you so much.''You said avoiding eye contact with him.

''Promise me,You're not going to be depressed after we leave.You're going to keep your head up,and do what you do best.Be a shadowhunter.I know my girlfriend.She's the strongest person i know.''

''Promise.''

''There you go.''He swiped your tears away.

''But call me everyday.''You said making him giggle.You looked at your hands then wrapped your arms around his neck.

''Of course i will.''He said kissing your shoulder.

''I'm so proud of you.''You whispered.''Just be careful okay?''

''I will baby.I will.''