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hello, guys!! thanks so much for asking some questions!!! y'all are the real deal and i love ya!!!!
if i didn't answer your question, don't take it personally!!! there were quite a few :)
sorry for taking so long to update :((( i'm working on a chapter, i promise!! love u guys:)
Lana
do you miss sawyer and will? how did you meet nate?
I miss sawyer tons, but will and I weren't on the best terms last time I talked to him. I'm starting to think I overreacted, though. I shouldn't have gotten so upset with him. I don't particularly miss him, though. I did enough of that before he decided to come back into my life. I met nate when I was just a kid, his mom is really good friends with my mom and we had always gone to the same school.
what would u do if your parents didn't approve of you and luke?
Well, if they don't approve of us, that'll suck for them. I'm not going to give up luke just because of my parents, I'm eighteen years old. they'll have to get over it, which I really hate to say, but luke isn't just someone I'm willing to throw away at this point. he means a lot to me, and I really think my parents will come to understand that. I know going home and telling them could go horribly, but it's time to stop pushing my problems away. I let this happen, and they have to know about it... I just really, really hope they understand.
do you have any insecurities?
Of course I have insecurities. I'm generally confident in my own skin, but I'm not perfect and I know that. I'm fairly body confident, but sometimes I don't feel like I should be. It just depends on the day. I'm still pretty insecurity about how I pronounce some of my words, just because I mess up on them so often, and I know my nose is kind of big... sometimes I'm too childish, and that's honestly a huge insecurity of mine. I just don't think people take me seriously sometimes, and that's my fault. Although I'm confident in my looks, I'm not always confident in my choices and I think I do dumb shit all the time.
are you worried about your relationship with amie? what do you think will happen?
I am kind of worried about how amie will treat me once I get back... she's a weird person, and I'm not really convince she even knows what she wants most of the time, so I really don't know what to expect from her. I get that being with luke is shitty and isn't the greatest thing I've ever done to amie, but she's done so much to me that I can't even feel that awful about it. Maybe I'm just a shitty person and I'm only now realizing it... I hope that's not the case. I want to have a connection with my sister, but we're just so different. Is it bad that I don't think I'll be that upset if we don't get along after this? I'm not worried about her treating me badly, I'm mostly worried about not knowing how she's going to treat me.
what's your favorite thing about luke and why?
This is my favorite kind of question; a question about luke. Everything about luke is so perfect, even his imperfections if that makes any sense at all. If I had to pick one thing though, I guess I'd say that my favorite thing about luke is his how involved he seems to be. It's nice to know that when he's talking to me that it's clear that I'm the only thing on his mind. He gives me his full attention and constantly makes me feel so good, and I really appreciate him for that. I doubt he could say the same thing for me. I have the attention span of a gnat, but he always makes me feel like I'm only person around, and it makes me feel really, really special, which is definitely one of my favorite things about luke. but there are so many other wonderful things about him.
