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denial ; qianru (5 stages of grief pt. 1)

oikawa didn't want to believe it. he refused to believe it. he was in a total state of denial. qian wasn't dead, she was just oversleeping.

as the current speaker in front gave his eulogy, the brunette stared straight ahead at the casket.

no. she's not dead.

qian, wake up.

the game's over.

wake up.

please.

"tooru? tooru, it's your turn to give your eulogy."

oikawa's brown eyes fixed on the speaker's. he shook his head and said, "qian's not dead."

his mother mimed apologies to the speaker and patted her son's arm.

x

the casket was lowered down to be put into the fire. oikawa's eyes glazed over.

the casket inched its away towards the blaze.

qian.

wake up.

you're just sleeping.

please wake up.

come out of that coffin.

i want you in my arms.

please.

the casket went into the incinerator.

tears finally fell from his eyes and onto the ground.

qian's not dead. she's just asleep.

forever.

word count ; 160
date published ; 220417

a/n ; imma do this five stages of grief thing with five ships lololol get yourselves on board the train of angst choo choo