otp

the reason i fell in love ; bizuma

i'll engrave this beginning, ending, and present into these dancing flower petals, and send them your way

bishammon was not one to easily fall in love. she was a person who was cold to everyone else and shut them out of her world. she didn't want to let anyone in to risk getting hurt again.

darling

little did she know, her heart opened up for him, kazuma. she tried to shut him out many times, but he always found a way to break down her walls and get to her. he acted as though he genuinely wanted to be there for her.

the two of us reflected in the rain

there were always times where they had to walk home together. it was him who started it. she tried to protest, but was always shut down by him. not that she minded. she secretly enjoyed their walks home together.

nobody else knows that world

many people wondered why he chose her over all the other girls. she was once used and was dumped, kind of like a used toy. however, he wasn't like her ex. he was truly, genuinely in love with her. and he wanted her to know that.

what was it that i fell in love? how many times have i cried?

if you were wondering, yes, they ended up together. there were definitely high and low moments in their relationship, with fallouts now and then. but it would all turn out good, with both of them making up.

if i start counting, the sun's up before i know it

three years flew by, and before they knew it, they were both in college. the same one, too. however, the heavens took no mercy on bishammon and decided to plague kazuma with leukemia.

i'm at a loss

when he was admitted to the hospital, she had no idea how to respond. first, her ex cheated on her. now, her boyfriend was months away from dying.

what i want to tell you was the same then as it is now

he told her not to worry, and that everything would be okay. nothing was going to happen to him, and he would be better soon. but she could tell those were lies.

it will always be the same

he was admitted into the hospital once again. and this time, he was never going out, unlike the other times. she sat by his bedside with her eyes not on him. she couldn't bear to look at him. his skin, once rather tan, was now pale. his eyes, once shimmering brightly with life, now looked hollow.

"veena," he whispered as he glanced at her, "hey. look at me."

letting a few tears fall from her eyes, she turned to face him. he gave a small smile and reached for hee hand, giving it a gentle squeeze of reassurance.

darling

"why did you even fall in love with me in the first place?" she asked as tears fell from her violet eyes, "of all the girls in school, why did you choose me? and as for my insecurities... do you ever get tired of me crying all the time? why?"

he managed a small smile and responded weakly, "that's easy."

it's the one thing that will allow us to walk on without getting lost

"it's because i love you," he whispered, "you're beautiful in every way, even when you glare at yato. though you're insecure about yourself, i'm fine with telling you everything's okay. i love you for your flaws, imperfections, everything. i love you for who you are, veena, and i don't regret meeting you. you are the best thing in my life, and i would spend the rest of my life with you if i could."

kazuma gave a last smile before the heart monitor let out a long beep and his eyes closed slowly.

bishamon let her tears fall as she whispered, "thank you for everything, kazuma. and i love you too."

word count ; 623
date published ; 070517

a/n ; lol i'm sorry ?? and the reply was underrated lmao ;; but srsly kazuma and bishamon is otp even though kazuma is lowkey bae okay fiTE ME ;; fyi this is the english translation of the koe no katachi op or smth idk haha ;; and i fell sick wtheck why did this happen to me esp when i have just three more papers to finish ughh