The Cabin •Jc Caylen•

51. "I love you so much i'll..."

We laid in bed planning tattoos in our head for hours. It wasn't until nightfall when I said something different.

"This sounds so cheesy but it's true" I started as I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers, "I love you so much it hurts" I said as I pressed his hand against my cheek.

"I love you so much I'm literally willing to do anything you fucking ask me to do" he said as he kissed my hand, "are you sure want a tattoo?" He asked as he looked over at me, "only because you love me doesn't mean you have to prove it with a tattoo"

"You express yourself with tattoos, you tell me that they have a special meaning to you. I want to have a tattoo with a special meaning too" I said as I turned my body to face him.

He smiled as he looked at me, "I can't even say I love you enough" he chuckled, "tomorrow? Our tattoos?" He asked as he reached over and caressed my cheek.

"Tomorrow? That seems forever! Right now! Let's go, let's drive into town, walk to that tattoo shop and get our matching tattoos" I said as I sat up with a big smile.

"Right now?" He repeated with disbelief.

I nodded my head "yes right now"

He jumped out of bed and quickly slipped his shirt back on, "let's fucking go then" he said as he jogged to the door. I got up and began to race him down the stairs.

We both giggled once we reached the last few steps. I pushed him softly against the wall and continued to run until I reached the front door.

"Where are you two going?" I heard Alice voice call out.

"We're going for a quick drive around town" Jc shouted as he grabbed the keys and slammed the door shut once he walked out.

I giggled once he began tickling me as I ran towards the car. He opened the door for me. Once he unlocked the car I jumped in.

"Let's do this!" I shouted as I tapped the dashboard several times. Jc let out a small laugh as he jogged to the driver's seat.

I rolled down my window once the car was on.

"Will it hurt?" I asked as he started backing out of the driveway.

He was quiet for a second, "uh... no" he said as he made a silly face.

"You're lying" I giggled as I had my hand out of the window, swaying in the wind, "look at this Jc!" I said as I closed my eyes and took in the scent of the pine trees and nature, "this is beautiful! I can see both of us in the future,
On a road trip with our pets" I said as I let out a big breath.

He took in the scent as well, "oh yes! Our pets and us in a mini van just on an endless road trip!" He shouted as he rolled down his window.

"I love you Jc Caylen!" I yelled.

He let out a laugh as he looked over at me, "I love you Bailey Phoenix!"

Is this actual love that I feel? Something deep in my gut that screams in joy every time I see, hear, and feel him? As my eyes light up in joy and my body shakes because I know he's my one and only. Every time I see him it feels like a dream. Not like when you're sleeping and everything is rainbows, well that too but that not my point. I'm talking about the feeling you get when you're in an actual dream. The feeling of dizziness and not feeling real. That's how he makes me feel besides the happiness. He makes me feel like I'm in actual dream. Something that is not real and because it's too perfect.

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Every step I took my heart punded faster against the walls of my chest.

"Are you regretting this?" He questioned as he held my hand tighter.

I shook my head, "of course not I'm just scared of getting caught by my mother" I said as i held his hand, "why are you so nervous? You've gotten several tattoos before"

"Yeah but never a matching tattoo with a girlfriend" he said as he looked straight ahead.

"If you don't want to do this I'm totally fine with turning around and going back home" I said.

"No. I want to do this, it'll be fun" he said as he opened the door to the same tattoo shop Kian and I were In those clips.

"Hey you're the girl who drank all my liquor" he said once I stepped into the shop, "you're buddy here looks a little different from what I remember"

"Guilty" I mumbled as I walked closer to him, "no this isn't my friend, this is actually my boyfriend" I barley finished my sentence before I began giggling to myself. I just can't get used to calling Jc my boyfriend. He looked at me a weirdly but I gathered myself up and continued, "I don't know if you remember but the last time I came here with the other guy he got a tattoo-"

He cut me off, "of your initials, yes I remember. I also remember you flirting with me"

I squinted my eyes and looked back at Jc who looked annoyed, "what are you talking about? I don't remember-"

"You were really drunk, you drank all my liquor. Of course you wouldn't remember" he said as he grabbed latex gloves and slipped them on, "do you know what you want today?"

"If I flirted with you I would of known" I said as I rolled my eyes, "and yes. We decided on something similar I guess you can say"

"Do you remember what room to go to, or did you forget that too?" He asked with a hint of sassiness in his voice.

"Ha ha very funny" I said sarcastically as I walked to the room I became very comfy in once.

"I'll be back" he said as he left the room.

"You fucking flirted with him?" Jc asked once he left.

I looked at him with wide eyes and shrugged my shoulders, "I don't remember I was drunk and high out of my mind.. I'm lucky I'm even alive" I whispered.

"He sounded a bit excited to see you again"

"Did I sound like I was excited to see him? No. I'm exited because I'm with my boyfriend and we're going to get matching tattoos" I said as I kissed him gently.

"But did you see the way he looked at you?" He asked as he looked at the door and then back at me, "if he walks through that door in the next second I'll kick his ass. I'm too fucking mad right now" he whispered harshly.

In exactly one second he walked through those doors. Jc looked away pretending he didn't see him. I let out a little laugh and quickly covered my mouth.

"Okay let's do this" the artist said as he slipped on a new pair of latex gloves.