The Cabin •Jc Caylen•

83. "Forever and Always"

We both laid down breathless.

"That was incredible" I said as I turned to face him.

He nodded his head as he kissed my nose. He pulled the covers over us and smiled as he caressed my cheek.

"I'm amazing aren't I?" I giggled.

He pulled me closer to his naked body, "more than amazing" he said as He rubbed his hand up and down my back.

I giggled as I wrapped my arm around his neck and brought him closer to my face.

"I love you so much, I can't even explain" I said with a small kiss.

"I love you more" he said in a girly tone.

I let out a small laugh as I cuddled into his chest.

"Do you even want kids with me?" He asked.

I looked at him a litttle surprised, "you never want kids until you meet the person who makes you want kids" I said, "and honestly you make me want to have a ton of little babies" I said.

He smiled as he kissed me many times all over my face.

"I want eight kids with you" I joked.

"God dam" he laughed, "you just want to look at them and think, 'they all came out of me'"

I nodded my head, "they're going to have your curly hair, your pretty eyes, your smooth skins, your full pink lips, they're going to be gorgeous" I said.

"They'll have your silliness, your kindness, your fucking brain, I want them to be just like you" he said as he tucked a lock of hair behind my ear.

I smiled as he stared into my eyes.

"Jc, how do you know you won't ever get bored of me and just leave?" I asked as I held him tight.

He looked at me and frowned, "because I would be fucking stupid if I thought I would ever find someone that compares to you" he said as he licked his lips, "you're the kind of person that everyone wants to be around because you see the good in everyone" he explained, "I can't even imagine the pain it would cause me if you ever left me"

I tucked my head in his chest and wrapped myself around him.

"I'm terrified that one day you'll wake up and realize that your feelings for me weren't real at all" he said, "I can't even put in fucking words how much I love you. You're my forever and always" he said.

I smiled into his chest as he continued to spoil me with words, "forever and always? You really mean that?" I asked.

He nodded his head and smiled, "Bailey I love going to sleep next to you and then waking up to see your face again, you're a big reason why I wake up every morning and push myself to be a better person, because that's just what you do, you make me forget about all the bad things I've done in my pass and you just keep me moving forward. I dream about you every single night. I can't wait until the day comes that I wake up next to you every single fucking morning, and we have a place to call our home, and little gremlins running into our room yelling 'mommy' and 'daddy'"

I let out a small laugh when he said gremlins. I tried not to let the waterworks slip out but he was just making it extra hard.

"Sometimes you might think that I don't care or I'm not paying attention but everything you do I notice, from the way that you style your hair to the weird thing you do before going to bed, where you stretch" he chuckled, "since the first fucking moment I met you I realized that you were the only one for me" he whispered in my ear as his finger traced up and down my arm, "I'm not even fucking kidding, the moment I met you I knew something was different about you and I just had to have you, I helplessly fell in love with you" he said, "that one night you asked me what love feels like, I told you about love at first sight and I explained what It felt like, what you didn't know was that those feelings were towards you" he confessed.