The Cabin •Jc Caylen•

85. "Happy Endings Don't Exist"

I got out of the car once it stopped.

"Bailey don't worry I'll get your things" Alice said as she jumped out the car and ran over to my side.

I let out an annoyed huff, "I'll get it myself" I said as I opened the door and walked in.

It almost took my breath away. He was standing right on those stairs and I was standing right down below. That's the moment he locked his eyes on me. Poor me.. I had no way of escaping.

I ripped open one of my bags and grabbed a quick change of clothes. I changed on the spot and surprise surprise soon enough their stupid car pulls up.

I walked over to Cristy's car and threw all the bags inside. I walked back into the house and ran upstairs. I want to get out of here as quick as possible. I slipped on my shoes that were in my room and grabbed everything else, my toothbrush, my cellphone, my charger, extra clothes, most importantly my journal.

I could hear an argument going on outside. Everyone needs to shut the fuck up.

As I turned around Jc walked into the room with puffy red eyes and rosy cheeks.

"Bailey, I'm so sorry. Please don't do this" he said as he walked closer to me.

"Get out of my way or I'll hurt you" I said as I walked closer to the exit.

"I love you" he cried.

"I just want to know why? Why would you do this to me? Did I hurt you in any way?" I asked, "why the fuck did you start something with me if you had another girl on the side?"

"I wasn't thinking"

I nodded my head quickly, "and that's the fucking problem don't you see? The fact that you weren't thinking, hurts people. What I think this all was is an act just so you can make me look fucking stupid, and guess what it worked"

"Bailey, I love you more than anything-"

"Bailey I love you with all my heart" I tried mimicking his stupid voice, "just shut the fuck up!" I shouted, "you already made me fall for you, you got in my pants, you made me look stupid in front of people I love, and now I'm falling apart! So what else do you want from me Justin? Why do you keep coming at me! Leave me alone! Don't you understand? I loved you but now I can't even stand you!" I yelled.

"It's not an act!" He yelled, "I love you, I'm fucking crazy about you! From that moment that we locked eyes I fell so in love with you"

"I wish I'd kicked you out, I wish I never even bothered to take the time and acknowledge your name" I said harshly, "because of you there's this pain inside me that's worse than anything I've ever felt. It tightens my whole body and I can hardly breath. Because of you, the moment I walk out of these doors, I have to pretend like nothing is wrong and I'm perfectly fine because everyone expects me to be flawless. I trusted you, do you know what that means? I opened up to you, I showed you my journal for god's sake! What hurts the most by far is that now my brain is telling me that nothing is ever going to be the same again, and now it's replaying all the memories over and over" I said as I sniffled, "you build my confidence, you made me a strong person, you even showed me what love is suppose to be but now it's destroyed. Every single last bit of confidence that I had is gone, I feel weak and miserable. I can only blame myself for being so gullible with your bullshit"

"Bailey... I'm-"

I couldn't even bear to hear his voice, "yeah you're sorry, I know" I said as I rolled my eyes, "go home, forget about me, because you don't have me wrapped around your finger anymore all you have are the memories i fucking gave you. Get some help" I said as I walked past him.

"Wait" he cried as he grabbed my arm.

I looked up at him as I furrowed my eyebrows. I quickly pulled away as anger bubbled inside of me.

"I really need you to know I love you, that one time I told you no matter what I'll always chase after you" he said, "and I'll live up to that promise-"

"Don't make promises you can't keep, this relationship was running on broken promises and lies" I said. I got closer to him and in between us I mumbled a few words that I've never said to anyone before, "you're a nobody. Yeah sure you have lots of people that love you but between you and I.." I said as I looked up at him, "you're a waste of space and air.. chase after me? And it won't end well" I whispered, "always remember this Justin, I'm a better person, I have more money, I'm loved by a powerful city, and I'm the fucking daughter of very important people, fuck with me one more time and I promise you won't make it to ruin someone else's life" I said harshly, "god.. I fucking hate you Justin"

That was the last thing I said to him.

I fucking hate you Justin.

I looked at him one last time before walking away as I slowly shook my head side to side. I quickly threw everything inside the car and wiped my eyes.

I stood against the car for a second before looking up to see Kian.

"I'll see you again someday" he said as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Thank you for everything" I cried as I grabbed his face and kissed his cheek.

He nodded his head as he opened the door for me and closed it once I was inside. Alice walked out of the cabin and said her goodbyes to Kian and so did Cristy.

I pulled my knees to my chest and cried quietly.

The doors opened and they both got in. Alice started the car without a word and she just began to drive.

I wanted to turn around and look at that cabin one more time but the only thing it would remind me of is those best and worse two months of my life.

From the ones I spend with that waste of time to the ones were I bonded with my best friends. Memories. When Kian introduced me to alcohol to when that possum was in our cabinet.

How am I suppose to forget those memories?