The Cabin •Jc Caylen•

69. "She's gone mad"

I think this is just what I needed. This was my goodbye to Noel, talking about her and crying, letting it all out. That was my goodbye.

I wiped my eyes as I looked up at them, "please don't ever talk about this again" I mumbled.

"Of course" Alice said as she kissed the top of my head.

"What about Jc? Are you going to tell him?" Cristy asked.

I huffed, "so he can freak out? Absolutely not" I said, "I don't ever want to talk about this again" I said.

Kian nodded his head, "of course Bails" he said while giving me an assuring smile.

I wiped my eyes and let out a small breath. They obviously saw how much pain this conversation brought me into so they called it a night. Once we reached the top of the stairs we went our separate ways. I walked inside my room and locked the door behind me. Jc was still in the shower which surprised me. I continued to do my night routine though, I walked in the bathroom to brush my teeth and face. Then I laid under the covers while hugging a pillow.

I didn't feel comfortable. This is a feeling I haven't had ever in my life, it's not pleasant. It's a feeling of having a strong desire to be alone. I didn't want to see anyone or be touched by anyone I just wanted to be alone.

I placed a pillow in the middle of the bed so I don't have to make any contact with Jc tonight. My intensions aren't to hurt him I just don't want to be with anyone right now. I had my back towards the bathroom so once I heard the water turn off I closed my eyes.

"I'm naked, you can turn around if you want.." Jc said in a flirty voice.

I didn't even turn around and I still had my eyes close, "not tonight Jc" I mumbled.

"Well okay" he said after a few seconds of silence.

He picked up his clothes from the bed and got dressed. He proceeded to do his night routine and then joined me in bed after turning off all the lights.

Once he laid down facing me I turned around with my back towards him. I know it's really rude to do that to a person but I wasn't feeling comfortable, I had his feeling that I couldn't shake off.

"Babe are you okay?" He asked as he reached over and wrapped his arm around my waist.

I wiggled out of his arm, "yeah I'm fine" I said as I pushed his arm away.

"Was it the sex? Was it bad?" He asked.

"No it was phenomenal actually. I just want to sleep" I said a little more forcefully.

"Talk to me, what's making you mad, is it me?" He asked.

"I'm not angry with you, go to sleep" I said annoyed as I closed my eyes.

"not until you tell me what the hell is going on" he said.

"Goddam it Jc, just be quiet!" I snapped.

I sat up from bed and took in a deep breath as I put my hands on top of my head. Jc sat up too and rubbed my back.

"Don't touch me, please" I said as I pulled away from his touch.

He let out a sight and laid back down.

"What did I do?" He asked.