The Cabin •Jc Caylen•

54. "Say you won't let go"

DISCLAIMER: this song is not mine (obviously) I would like to act as if Bailey wrote it though. There is small changes in this chapter of the song but I welcome you to listen to it while reading this chapter, enjoy!
(Song by James Arthur)
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He opened his eyes and sat up with my journal in his hands.

"What is it?" He asked as he opened it and flipped through the pages, "is this..."

I nodded my head slowly as I sat next to him while bitting my fingernails.

"Long time ago I told you I didn't want to share my journal of songs because that's my safe place and the only privacy I have in life and how it's most of my life written in songs.. well I'm ready to share that with you"I said

He smiled as he flipped through the pages and looked over at me, "I love you so fucking much, you really trust me?" He asked shocked.

"Of course I do" I said as he wrapped his arm around me, "I mean I got a tattoo with your name on it" I said.

"Is this about me?" He asked as he pointed at one of my songs.

I nodded my head as He read through the lyrics.

"We danced the night away, we drank too
Much you held my hair back when i was throwing up and then I smiled over my shoulder for a minute I was stone cold sober you pulled me closer to your chest and I asked you to stay over you said I already told ya: I think that you should get some rest I knew I loved you then but you'd never know cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go I know I needed you but I never showed but I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old just say you won't let go, just say you won't let go I'll wake you up with some breakfast in bed I'll bring you coffee with a kiss on your head I'll take the kids to school, wave them goodbye and I'll thank my lucky stars for that night" he stopped for a second as his voice began to her shaky, "when I look over my shoulder for a minute I forget that you're older I wanna dance with you right now and you look as beautiful as ever and I swear that everyday it'll get better you make me feel this somehow" he wiped his eyes with his hand, "I'm so in love with you and I hope you know Darling, your love is more than it's with in weight in gold we've come so far, my dear look how we've grown and I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old" he stoppbed for a second before finishing off with the title of the song, "just say you won't let go"

I turned to face him and saw his hands covering his face I grabbed the book from his lap and set it aside as I got on his lap with my thighs on each of his sides, "Jc why are you crying?" I asked as I began to tear up myself.

I grabbed his hands and took them off his face. His eyes were a bit puffy and pink. A few tears slipped down his cheek, "I just- I never had a person do this for me and it brought a fucking great feeling- I just cant"

I snaked my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to my chest. I massaged the back of his head as he sniffled.

"Jc I'm insane over you and I'll do much more than write a song about you, I'll do much more than get matching tattoos with you, I'll do much more than be your girlfriend. Whatever you're plan is for both us I'll be a part of it and follow it, If you want little Bailey's and Jc's then we'll make them, if you want to put a ring on my finger and share the rest of your life with me then I'll be more than happy to be the one you wake up to every morning for the rest of your life because I love you more than anything I've ever loved in my life before"

He sniffled again before just breaking down. I pulled away and grabbed his face between my hands and rubbed his tears away with my thumbs. I kissed his lips softly. The sight of him crying makes tears form in my eyes.

"Bailey you deserve so much better than me" he cried.

"No. Never say that!" I said as I wiped my eyes with my sleeve.

He sniffled, "we got in a huge fight that night and you still managed to write an amazing fuckin song about me-"

"In my head that fight never even happened Jc" I said as I kissed his nose.

He hugged me again and stuffed his face in crook of my neck while he sniffled, "you really want a future with me?" He asked as he wrapped his hands around my waist.

"More than anything"

"I love you" he said as he pulled away from my neck and kissed me.

I kissed him back and pulled away after a few seconds, "I love you too"

We were both a crying mess but in my eyes he was still the most gorgeous thing I've ever seen.