The Cabin •Jc Caylen•

59. "Lucky Ones"

This song is originally written and sang by Lana Del Rey a very talented woman. I recommend listening to this song while reading. Enjoy!
Lana De Rey- Lucky Ones
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My eyes fluttered open slowly and I looked at the ceiling for a few seconds. I looked over at Jc who was letting out a few snores. I smiled as I turned to face him and caress his cheek.

He swallowed a little lump in his throat before shifting around.

I didn't want to wake him so I sat up from bed and looked at my surroundings for a quick second. I had a bit of trouble adjusting.

I looked over at the nightstand and noticed a small yellow paper. I picked it up and scanned through it.

'We drove into town, don't wait up

                                           -Cristy'

I placed the note aside and got up from bed. I quietly left the room and walked down the stairs. I grabbed a beer from the kitchen and opened it as I walked into the living room.

A beer isn't becoming an everyday thing, I only drink one when I need it, and I need it now. I'm in physical pain and I'm in love.

Sometimes I do this thing where I zone out for a while and just start doing random things without even thinking about it. I hope that happens to everyone because if it's just me then something might be wrong.

I took a few gulps from that breathtaking liquid. Liquid gold on my tongue and down my throat.

I taped the side of my thigh as I tried to think of the rhythm. I took another sip of my beer and stared off to the wooden floor. What do people do when they're three friends leave for a couple of hours, there's no service, and your boyfriend's asleep? Should I go for a walk? Yes a walk would be nice.

There wasn't anyone around for miles so no one could see my baggy shirt and sweats. I slipped on my shoes that were near the door, grabbed my beer and walked out. I took in a deep breath of the fresh air while I closed my eyes for a quick second.

The sun was just going down giving it that beautiful orange color that lights up the sky. Keep in mind the sky has beauty of its self.

Instead of a walk I have a better idea. I walked behind the cabin where Jc once took me. Where I realized something about him was just too good to be true.

I grabbed the ladder from the side and positioned it against the cabin.

I was once scared of this old ladder but now I feel like I can conquer the world. I put the top of the beer in my mouth so I could use both my hands to climb. I took step after step getting closer to the roof until I took that first step. I stood there admiring this beautiful sight. I took a seat on a flat spot and laid back as I looked at the twirling colors in the sky.

I smiled as I thought about my life. Who knew one person can do so much in a blink of an eye. Jc had me wrapped around his finger without me knowing. He could of told me to run away with him and I would say something like, let me get my passport.

Everything he said was true. When I asked him what love feels like he gave me detailed answers and now I can answer that question myself. I'm mad in love with one person. I don't think I'll ever be able to stop saying that I'm crazy in love.

I took another sip from my beer and closed my eyes. I did something I never thought I would do. I've done it before but in a form of humming or mumbling but now I'm actually going to do it.