The Cabin •Jc Caylen•

31. "Not Again"

He held me for a little longer. It wasn't awkward it was calming. We both laid down and looked at the ceiling.

He broke the silence, "what do you think it would of been like if we met with different lives?"

I thought about it for a while and let out a small chuckle, "maybe how most cheesy movies start, I drop something and you pick it up. You know, the basics"

"Maybe you're right" he laughs. He turned to face me and looked at me until I turned my head to look at him.

"Yes?" I smiled.

"If we kiss right now for barley even a second and not tell anyone is it still considered cheating?"

I furrowed my eyebrows and let out a small giggle, "I'm pretty sure"

"You're just so beautiful It's like woah" he said as he tucked a lock of hair behind my ear.

I looked away from him with a slight smile on my face. He grabbed my face gently and rubbed his thumb against my cheek. I looked into his eyes and smiled. He began to lean in and for a second I felt myself lean in as well but I stopped myself.

"Jc.." I said as I backed away.

He let out a small sigh and looked away, "yeah I know"

He let go of me and sighed as he looked up at the celling.

"When I was little I used to think that I would grow up to be a ballerina and get married and have kids and my life would be perfect. Only to find out it's so much harder than that" I said as my bottom lip quivered, "nobody bothered to tell me that my life would be messed up, an arranged marriage, friends I can't even trust, and.. you"

He grabbed my hand and squeezed it, "you know I've dated a few girls and not one so far compares to you, you're perfect. I've been waiting for someone like you to walk into my life"

"You'll find someone better. Someone who's nicer, smarter, and beautiful"

He shook his head, "that's what I like about you, you don't know yourself. You're the sweetest person in the world. You're practically a fucking genius, I don't think I'll ever find someone as smart as you" he chuckled, "you don't even know how beautiful you actually are"

"Jc you'll make this harder for both of us, I think it's best if you and I both stop with these flirtatious comments" I said as he rubbed my face.

"When have you ever flirted with me? Believe me if you have then I would of fucking remembered" he chuckled.

"Okay okay, well you should stop with the flirtatious comments" I giggled, "or is that too hard to do?"

He looked at me and raised his eyebrows, "hard? Are you kidding? You're looking at
Je-Cee Kei-Len" he said in an Italian accent.

"Well okay Je-Cee Kei-Len" I chuckled.

"Wanna have dinner? As friends of course" he added quickly, "I'll ask Kian if he wants to join"

I nodded my head, this might be kind of nice.

"Sounds good actually" I smiled, "want help?"

"Nah I'm good. Get some rest you look tired"

"Is that an insult? But Okay, I'll see you in a little bit" I smiled.