Trapped Emotions ( • Ray Ray Love Story • )

Wow

Kay..

Prince and Roc finished beating up Craig. I couldn't look back at the sight because I knew he looked bad. Prince carried me to the car and gently put me in the back seat. The ride took forever. They talked for a while and we finally stoped somewhere. "Don't go anywhere", Prince said as he left the car. I gives we were dropping Roc off at his house. He got back in and started the car. "You can get in the front if you want to." He said as he bucked his seat belt.

I'm fine, and he pulled off. The whole ride was silent, and I fell into a deep sleep.

Princeton...

I hadn't seen her in forever and she looked hella fine. She had the curves in all the right p laces and she wasn't fat anymore. I've been with other woman but she's not just any woman, ashes my soul mate. WHen I first saw her she was mine, well in my head, but I can't do anything without thinking about her. I can't eat or sleep without looking at my picture of her or always thinking of her. I don't know why I hurt the people I love, I hope it's not a serious condition .

I pulled up at my house and carried her Inside to my room upstairs. I closed the door behind myself. I went downstairs and sat on the couch waiting for her to wake up.

Ray...

I called her multiple times, I've made a horrible mistake, I know that part, but I got one kid in my ear asking for mommie and the other kid jumping on my furniture. Now I have a loaded wife that doesn't want to answer my calls.

Liyah-Daddie where's mommie

Ray-I don't know Liyah, she won't pick up the phone

Liyah-Oh, I'm hungry

Ray-Ok what do you want

Liyah-I don't know, how about some apples and grapes

Ray-Just like your mom, ok, Jacob you want anything

Jacob-No I'm still full from mommies food

Ray-Okay

Kay...

I had the worst headache when I woke up. I forgot I wasn't in my house with my husband and my kids, so I didn't feel like doing anything. I put my hair in a straight ponytail and went downstairs looking for Princeton. I needed those pain killers fast.I finally found him in the living room.

Kay-Hey do you have any pain killers

Princeton-Yeah, in the kitchen on top of the microwave there should be some alave

Kay-Ok

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed the medicine. I washed out a glass and filled it with water. I took two instead of one because I felt like I was gonna faint. I cleaned my glass and put it with the dishes to dry. I made my way upstairs and Princeton stopped me.

Princeton-Can you do me a favor

Kay-Sure

Princeton-Can you massage my hair

Kay-Yeah, are you gonna sit on the floor or am I gonna stand

Princeton-I can sit on the floor

I sat on the couch and he was on the floor in between my legs. I sighed and told him to hold his head back. He kept staring at me and it was awkward. I could tell me massaging his head felt good because he was sleep. I admired his curls and I saw my phone on the table as the screen lit up. It was Ray calling. I didn't pick up. I got a message and it was from Liyah.

Liyah-Mommie, where are you, daddie said he's really sorry for what happened and in plus I wanna play tea party but daddy won't play. Can you come back home, I miss you.

Ray-Tell her you love her

Liyah-I love you mommie, bye

I deleted the message and sat on the couch thinking. I over everything that happened, right now I just wanna get home to my kids. I made my way for the door but I was interrupted once again.

Princeton-Don't go

Kay-I have a family

Princeton-So

Kay-I have kids to get home to

Princeton-Stay here, they don't need you

Kay-I can't stay here, they do need me, Ray can't take care of them when he leaves

Princeton-Leaves, he leaves?

Kay-Yes

Princeton-Well, you should call me and let me know when you alone, you can go

Kay-I need a ride, can you take me to Craig's house so I can get my car.

Princeton-Sure

[Twenty minutes later]

I was at Craig's house and Princeton finally left. I wanted to just go home but I had a feeling that kept telling me to go in his house. I walked in and he was still on the floor. He was breathing hard. I was surprised he was still here, not that I wanted him dead or anything but yeah. I grabbed at hot washcloth and some peroxide and alcohol. I cleaned his sores and bruises on his arms and legs including his cheeks. I helped him walk to his room because he had a limp.

Kay-Craig I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for any of this to happen

Craig-Its ok Kaylynne, it's not you fault

Kay-Yes it is, if I didn't come over, you would still be walking fine right now

Craig-Its ok really, don't you have someone to go home to

Kay-Yeah

Craig-Go to him, I'm pretty sure he's worried

Kay-Okay, bye

Craig-Bye

I left his house and hopped in my car. I drove home thinking of positives and negative.

This is the worst day of my life, but not the first one. I listened to Drakes words from the song, you know Drake ft. Jhene Aiko,and it made me wonder about lots of things. I slowed down at the red light and I looked in my window and I saw a car speeding behind me full speed. I secured my seatbelt tight and tried driving but I stepped on the wrong pedal. I was hit from my back and my car flipped over and I landed upside down. My phone rang again and I just looked. I desperately wanted to pick it up but I couldn't reach it.My arm wasn't moving and my leg had a piece of glass in it. I tried not to cry but I couldn't hold in the pain.

I used my left arm to unbuckle my seat belt. I hit the top of the car with my head and I got a massive headache. My breathing became shuddered because of the smoke. I could see the gas pouring out of the tank and a small fire made its way to my car. I desperately tried moving but I couldn't. I'm gonna die, was my final thought before I closed my eyes.

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Omg, watches thinks gonna hapin?