Trapped Emotions ( • Ray Ray Love Story • )

Almighty God

Kay...

After Liyah left i went downstairs. I ended up eating food anyways, i mean i wasn't gonna starve myself. He made some mashed potatoes, macaroni, chicken, and some bread. I made my own plate this time. I sat down and ate. After  i finished, i went upstairs. Ray cleaned up the kitchen and put up the food. He came upstairs.

Ray-Hey sleeping beauty, i thought you weren't hungry

Kay-Well, next time don't jinx it

Ray-Mhm. Okay.

I went to go take my bath and i put on my clothes. I Washed my face and brushed my teeth. I put an  old shirt that i had worn before when i was pregnant with the twins, and some shorts. I laid down in bed until i fell asleep.

Ray...

12:47

I couldn't sleep. She kept moaning and tossing and turning. This hasn't happened before. I tried everything. Listening to music helped, but she was kicking all over the place. I went downstairs and grabbed some water. I heard a knock at the door. What that be at this time of night? i walked to the door and opened it.

Princeton-How is she?

Ray-She's Fine

Princeton-Well could you tell her I'm sorry for what happened the other day?

Ray-Yeah

Princeton-Okay, thanks

He handed me two book bags full of stuff.

Ray-What's this?

Kay-School supplies for the twins

Ray-Oh, well thanks

I closed the door and put the bags in the closet. I hope he not gone be buying them shit like they his kids, cause they ain't.  But, that's none of my business. -Drinks his water-

I walked back upstairs and she was still, she looked stressed out in the face.

Kay...

3:45

Gosh, i couldn't sleep. All of this moving around was not working. I woke up crying because of the excruciating pain i was feel. "Please sweets, be still" I said to the newborn in my stomach. I limped into the bathroom and cried more and more. This has never happened to me before. I guess ill suffer like this un till the birth date. I sat on the cold floor, letting the cold kiss my skin and i enjoyed the way it felt. I held my stomach and i closed me eyes.

Ray...

9:30 -Yawns- I slept good after my glass of water last night. I felt her side of the bed and she wasn't there. I rubbed my eyes and i sat up. I looked to my left and the bathroom door was closed with the light on. I walked in and she was sleep on the floor. I bent down and i wiggled her shoulder trying to wake her up. She would wake up. I felt for a pulse and i couldn't find one. I picked her up put her in the car. I grabbed the kids and dropped them off at my moms house. I drove to the hospital and she was taken to the emergency room.

10:55

  I was almost asleep but the lady said my name.

Dr.-Rayon Smith?

Ray-That's me, how is she?

Dr-Well she passed out early this morning and she slipped into a coma

Ray-What?

Dr-If she's not woke by Next Wednesday, then the plugs will be pulled.

Ray-Ohno

A coma? No, she cant be, how? I asked for her room number and i ran with tears stinging my eyes. I opened the door and i looked at her. I stood by her side and just stared at her. I placed my hand on her stomach and i felt nothing. I sat down holding me face. She just cant be, she is worth to much.