Trapped Emotions ( • Ray Ray Love Story • )

The monster in me

Ray...
The next day came and I still couldn't believe what I had done. I started hitting her. Lord know what else I did. I have to ask Liyah or Jacob. I hope she doesn't think I'm gonna become  abusive that's just something I never do. I always grew up on that promise, the one when I said I'd never hit a woman, and I did.I stayed in the room on the computer while they were up.

Kay-Let me go get some clothes ready to  you guys first

Jacob-We are seeing the fireworks, right

Kay-Yeah

Liyah-Ok, is daddy coming*Looks at Jacobs leg*

Kay-I don't know

Kay..
I walked in the room and got our clothes together. I picked out a blue sun dress for me and Aaliyah with some brown long sandals. And Jacob was going to wear a white trilogy shirt with some blue Jean shorts and some white adidas. I grabbed some stuff for them so they could take their shower.

Kay-Ok, who's getting in the shower first

Liyah-Me

Jacob-I'll go second

Kay-Ok
*goes in the bathroom and runs the water and grabs her a towel* Ok, come on Aaliyah

After Aaliyah got out of the shower she got dressed. Jacob and I had tooken our shower and we got dressed too. Now all I had to do was their hair. I braided Jacobs hair like his dad's, and I did Liyahs hair with a braid across her head into a curly ponytail.

Kay-Ok sit down here, I'll be right back

I went upstairs and did my hair in the mirror. Then I grabbed my shoes and sat down by Ray.

Kay-Hey

Ray-*Looks at me*

Kay-You aren't talking

Ray-No

Kay-Why not

Ray-Because I hit u, I've never planned on doing that to a woman, especially my wife.

Kay-Well,you were drunk but if it happened again u know what it means. Do you want to come with us to see the fireworks?

Ray-Yeah 

Kay-Well go take your shower and ill pick u a outfit and do u hair cause u need it.

Ray-haha, real funny.-gets his clothes and gets in the shower.

Kay...

After he hoped in the shower, i went downstairs and told the kids not to act scared around him because i know he's gonna feel some type of way. i cooked them some waffles and ironed Ray's clothes. I grabbed him a pair of blue jean shorts with a blue and white 2wice shirt. And his shoes of course.

Ray-*comes in the room*

Kay-*looks at him* Ok your clothes are on the ironing board and-

Ray-*his towel falls down* Oops.

Kay-*covers my eyes*  Ray, put it up -laughing hella hard-

Ray- Stop laughing it aint  its small or nothing. 

Kay-mhm. ok get dressed come downstairs so i can do your hair and eat

Ray.-ok

After he came downstairs he ate first. He sat with the kids and they did excatly what i told them not to do. I said some words but nobody replyed. They just stared at him like he was a monster or something. I sat on the couch and turned the tv on to nickelodeon. 

Ray-Ok, im done.

Kay-Ok, come her so i can do your napy hair.

Aaliyah..

I dont get why mommie is being nice to him. After what daddy did. I knwo she said not to stare at him but i couldnt help it. He was starteding to scare me after last night."Hey Jacob, where's my purse?"

Jacob-You put on the drawer. -points at teh spot it was in- Hey, its gone.

Liyah-OOOO, lets go look in Mommies room.

Jacob.Liyah, u know mommie does not like us in her room.

Liyah-Its an emergency i need my purse.Can u help me look for it?

Jacob_Fine but if we get caught im gonna get mad at you.

Jacob.. We started looking in mommies room and i couldnt see her purse. it was sparkling pink and nothing sparkly was in there. I got up and heard mommie coming up the stairs. I hid under the bed and i saw Liyah go in the closet.  She walked in and i saw a spider on the floor. zit was by the closet and Liyah hates spiders. 3....2....1...AHHHHHH. She screamed so loud i hit my head on the bed. OUCH.

Kay-Liyah..Jacob. What are you guys doing in here. I told u about my room.

Liyah-Nothing we were just looking for my purse. I cant find it mommy. Have you seen it.

Kay-Awwe. no i havent sweetie. If we dont find it ill buy you a new one. ok?

Liyah_-No the one i have is the one i want. I love tht purse. I dont wanna get rid of it.

Kay-Ok we will keep the purse.

We walked out the house and got in the car. I locked the doors and drove to Jacobs house. The family was there for the firweorks and we were gonna come along.

We got to the house and said hi to everyone. The kids played with the dogs and the other kids. They did fireworks outside too.-hears screaming- AHHHHHH! ohno.

Ray-what is it

kay-Liyah just screamed, i know her scream.

i walked to the door and Liyah came in crying i crouched down and cupped her face. "Liyah, what happened baby?" 

Liyah_my leg hurts. i got hit by a firework *squeals* mommy it hurts.

Kay-Ok lets go to the bathroom and take a look-. -picks her up and Ray folowes behind-

Liyah- *looks at ray still crying in pain* Daddy.....Daddy im sorry...

Kay-I sat her on my lap and she was crying loud and she was squealing. It sounded like she couldnt breath. her body got a little cold. i look at her face and she was struggling to breath. Her face was slightly purple. *Yellls* JACCOOOBBBBB.....RAYYYYYY.

Jacob and Ray both walk in.

Kay-I gotta take her to the hospital. Uhmm. Jacob watch little J plz while im gone? Ray come with me we gota go.

I gave her to Ray and she was starting to slow down on breathing. I couldnt take it. i was struggling to unlock the doors. I was alredy crying.

Ray-Kaylynne. calm done just hold her. ill drive.-gives her cover for Liyah-

I wrapped her in the cover and he heartbeat was slow. Really slow. i held her and cryed. I was also in pain with my tummy. Ray was at the longest red light and i looked down at Liyah. I couldnt hear her breathing anymore. Her pulse stopped. I couldnt find it. I could feel it. RAY...SHES NOT BREATHING. JUST SKIP THE LIGHT AND DRIVE PLEASE. Liyah was the closet i had to a girl. Cause there a low chance my newborn is going to be a girl. He drove fast a we wernt cught by the police. When we got there  Ray grabbed her . 

Ray-Kaylynne. Cmon.

Kay-I Cant....I need to stop really quick. Take her in.

After he took her in I stayed outside holding my stomach. It hurt soo much. I  started couging up blood? i couldnt see anything. I held my head and if i tried walking but i couldnt get to the door. I yelled in pain. 

Ray..

After the took Liyah i sat in the lobby. i went back outside to get Kay and i saw her on the ground.She looked like she just lost a whole liter of blood cause she was plae. First my daughter now my wife.?