Trapped Emotions ( • Ray Ray Love Story • )

Am I Paranormal.?

Ray...

Is it me? What did i do wrong? She-She's gonna walk out on me and I'll have nothing. What do i have to do to improve myself. I cant be her perfect husband. She must be crazy. Sh  looks at me like a monster, even the kids. I cant help the fact that i have a addicition to weed. She wasnt supposed to find out this way. Now she wants a divorce. Is she forgetting that i deport in 3 weeks? Am i going crazy, or Am i paranormal?

Kay...

He did it. He ruined everything. If those words didn't slip out of his mouth, maybe we'd be okay. I found the weed in his pants pocket that night. He thinks he can fix the damage he's done, but its already being solved. We have 2 kids together. I never thought they'd grow up without a father. A divorce its my only final answer. I've given him everything. From first love, to taking my virginity. Something I'll never get back. 

_1 week later_

Kay...

I've signed the paper's, but Ray refuses to.  He's the one that wasn't thinking. If anyone's refusing a divorce, it should be those kids. They've done nothing wrong, and now they are witnessing their parents beginning to split apart. I started looking for a house, and thank God i found the right one. Its a 4 bedroom duplex. I know its quit big for a mother with three kids, but it was better than the other places. No one knows about the divorce. Not even my mother. I packed my things, I just have to get the kids together.

Every time I'd try to reach the door, Ray would stop me.

Ray-Kaylynne, please

Kay-What Rayon

Ray-Please, give me another chance

Kay-I can't

Ray-I can fix it Kaylynne, I can

Kay-Ray, you cant fix anything

Ray-Please don't leave me, I cant be without you, your my everything, without you I'm ruined

Kay-But you left me at this house alone with the kids. If you couldn't live without me, you wouldn't have been with a side hoe, you would have been with me. And I'm no longer yours Rayon Lopez. Your reputation is fine, and I'm just a single mother raising 3 innocent kids

Ray-What can i do to make you happy? Is it money you want?

He pulled bank rolls out of his pocket and stuffed it in my pocket. He did it as if i was  the money hungry person on the street.

Kay-I don't want your money Lopez. I want you to sign those papers and get the fuck away from me

Ray-I am not signing those papers

Kay-Do you want to make me happy or not?

Ray-Yes

Kay-Then sign the paper

I carried the box to my car and retrieved the last of the boxes. As much as i wanted to cry i didn't. I had no sympathy for him. The kids were at there grandma's house. Finally, i grabbed the final box.  I didn't look back, i looked forward. I got in the car, buckled up, and drove to my destination.