Trapped Emotions ( • Ray Ray Love Story • )

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-Skipping to Saturday-

Today was the day Ray would leave. Saturday, September 8th. He got dressed and packed his bags. The kids were still sleeping, and they hated saying goodbye. I woke up and let them stay in their pajamas. I put them in the car as Ray put his bags in the trunk. I yawned and he sat in the car.

Ray-Kaylynne

Kay-Yes

Ray-Don't cry for me

Kay-I know i shouldn't, but I'm gonna miss you, the kids will too. You know that

Ray-I know, but I'm coming back

Kay-I can't wait until you do

I parked my car at the airport and he got his bag. I held Jacob and he held Aaliyah.  We walked in and sat on the bench. I laid my head on his shoulder and his plane was called. We both stood up and i kissed him goodbye. He gave Liyah to me and he walked away. They both woke up as he disappeared into the crowd.

Aaliyah-Daddy?

Jacob-Mommy, did daddy leave already?

Kay-Yes, he'll be back

Liyah cry ed screaming his name, i hoped he could hear her. I walked to the car and buckled them up. I had not done much driving since the accident, and i wasn't feeling it. I buckled my seat belt and drove home anyways. I unbuckled them and my self and walked inside. After locking the door, they went upstairs and slept.

There was nothing to do. I was bored, and the house was quiet. Ray was the only person i was worried about. I sat on the couch Ray had placed his body on numerous of times.  I grabbed the ice cream he got me three days ago and i ate it. :/

I heard someone knock at the door. I got up and answered it. It was Princeton.

Princeton-Hey, can i come in?

Kay-Sure

I opened the door wider and he stepped in. He took his shoes off and sat on my favorite  couch . Closing the door behind my self, i slipped on one of Jacob's shoes.

Kay-Shiiiit!!

Princeton-Are you okay?

Kay-Noo

He walked over to me and helped me up. He walked me to the couch and i placed my hands over my stomach sighing.

Kay-Princeton, why did you treat me like the way you did?

Princeton-I don't know, i had love for you and you wouldn't accept it

Kay-I did, but you never gave me a chance, now I'm pregnant with your child. It's not fair, everything you did was dangerous towards me. Sometimes I'm scared of you

Princeton-Well, I'm sorry

Kay-I forgive you, but i will never forget the past.

Princeton-Okay

There was a long silence. No one broke it with words, but he broke it by kissing me. I stared at him like he was dumb. I mean i was pregnant, but that was something i would miss without ray around.

Princeton-Sorry-

Kay-The baby is a boy..

Princeton-When is the baby due?

Kay-November 8th

Princeton-Oh

-Later That Day-

The kids were woke and Princeton was still here. The kids didn't like him, and i had mixed feelings about him. He cooked and gave them their plate, he gave me mine and i ate it. He ate and he left because we were going to Jacob's house. They packed their clothes and i did too. I locked up and buckled them in the car.

-At Jacob's House-

I knocked on the door and he let me in. I took the kids upstairs and put them in bed. I grabbed a few things from the car and sat on the couch.

Jacob-Hey big sister!

Kay-Hi jakey jake!! I missed you soo much

Jacob-Girl, i know -Talking in a girly voice-

Kay-You are so silly

Jacob- I know, you hungry

Kay-Nah,

Jacob-Okay

He turned off the kitchen light and sat on the couch eating ice cream, i wanted some so bad, but it wasn't much left.

Kay-Can i tell you something?

Jacob-Shoot.

Kay-Well that time i was in the hospital, i was in heaven for the first time. I saw God, and Daddy was there too.

Jacob-Oh really now? What did they say

Kay-God, he was just so...its unexplainable. He was just kind and generous, i mean all of the words you could think of to explain a person in a nice way.

Jacob-That's sweet, I'm sure he heard you and he says thank you. What did day say.

Kay-He said he misses us, and everyday he is watching us. He loves and misses us. I hugged him and i felt like a little girl again.

Jacob-Awww, we miss him too, anything else happen?

Kay-Yeah, before i woke up i told God i wanted to wake up at that moment, if i didn't, i still would have been in acoma today. But he told me what i was about, and he cry ed, for me. I wiped his tear, and i became alive like that. I did nt say i love you to him though.

Jacob-Wow, I'm pretty sure he loves you, what did it feel like when you touched him?

Kay-I really don't know, i felt rich

We both chuckled and i asked for some ice cream.

Jacob-Your so lucky i have more in here, i swear there wasn't any in here earlier.

Kay-God is good

Jacob-Yes he is, you coming with me to church tomorrow right?

Kay-Of course, i miss the family

Jacob-Trust me, they miss you too. Are you gonna dance for us?

Kay-I want to, I'm pretty sure i will, if this baby is sleep, then that'll make the process go by quicker

Jacob-Yay, ok

Kay-Haha, i love you little brother

Jacob-I love you too!