Brantley's POV
Something's wrong. Snow ain't acting the same and it's starting to worry me. She just left for her first day at her new work and she didn't even give me a kiss before she left. She always gives me a kiss before she leaves and makes it known that she doesn't want to go, but today all I got was a wave and a mumbled goodbye. I get that she's excited to be actually teaching dance now, but it didn't seem like she was excited to get there, it just seemed like she didn't wanna be here. Maybe it's because I went riding the other day? And I wasn't here when she woke up? God, women are confusing. I was just trying to clear my head and get away to think about us and what was happening. Well, what's still happening. And I done fucked this up. Wait.... This isn't gonna work so why am I worried about messing something up that's going to end anyway? Damn it, I'm stressing myself out again.
Snow's POV
Faye drops me off at Scott's studio and wishes me luck. I go in and say hi to Scott then go to the room that I'm gonna be teaching in and put my stuff down. I get changed and stretch since my first class is at 11:45 and it's about 11:30 now. I've been trying to keep my mind off of Brantley as much as possible and just focus on work so I don't keep thinking about what he said Saturday. Every time I think about it, it makes my heart hurt. I want nothing more than to curl into a ball In his lap and confess everything to him but all that would do is end this even sooner. I can't believe what started out as a dream come true is now my worst nightmare and is slowly breaking my heart. I practice for a few minutes and wait for everyone to get here then start the very new task of teaching.
Well I had 3 class's in a row and surprisingly they all went well and it was actually really fun to do. I've only been pole dancing for 2 years and most people that teach it have done it for 5 at the least. Now I'm helping out Scott and his wife Kaitlyn with a hip hop class. They say it always helps to have an experienced dancer with them to help the people that are having a little trouble especially because their hip hop class's are so packed full of people. "Hey, Snow can you come up here for a second" Kaitlyn asks me to come to the front of the class and I gladly do. "Okay, we're trying to show the difference between twerking and just a little booty shake" I laugh and realize why she wanted me to come up here. "Could you show us because I can't twerk to save my life" she asks me and nod still laughing a little. I start off showing the class of currently all adults how trashy twerking looks. "Okay twerking vs booty shaking. Now one huge difference is no one wants to see twerking. If your at a dance competition no one wants you shaking your ass everywhere trying to look like Miley Cyrus on ecstasy. They want subtle things that make a difference in the routine. Now I think we all know what twerking looks like but let me show you what we're talking about with subtlety". I turn around and slightly swing my hips then do it a little bit quicker and sharply turn and walk. "It's that simple. Sexy but not trashy". A woman raises her hand and I say "go ahead". She says "I'm taking this class so I can dance for my husband. Do you think that would work better than twerking for.. sensual things" everyone starts cheering when says sensual and I just laugh and tell her "trust me. It'll drive him nuts. I know from personal experience" and then everyone cheers at me making Scott and Kaitlyn laugh.
Work goes by so fast. I kinda don't wanna go home either. Things between me and Brantley are really... Awkward and uncomfortable now. I do my best to not break down and tell him everything when he just asks me a simple question so how the hell am I supposed to carry on full conversions? "Get in bitch" Faye says as soon as she pulls up to the studio. She took a couple days off at the club so she could pick me up here that way I didn't have to have Brantley pick me up. I get in and she starts on the way to Brantley's. "How're things going with you two? Still kinda sad about what he said?" She asks pulling out of the parking lot. "Um... Not great and I'm just trying not to think about it right now" I say, not even bothering to look over at her. "Hey" she say softly, grabbing my hand to get my attention. "I know it was fun at the beginning, but if it's not worth it anymore don't stay" she says softly. I look away from her and tell her ".... Faye, I love him" looking back with tears in my eye's. Her expression, shocked she asks me in nearly a whisper "what?". It that point I let it all out, I tell her everything and start crying. "I love him. I don't wanna be with anyone else. I don't wanna be in anyone else's arms. I don't wanna tell anyone else that I love them because I know it's not gonna be true. Faye, he's my everything" I cry and she pulls into a random parking lot and parks the car just to hug me. "Oh my god, I can't imagine how much what he said hurt" she says, as I cry on her shoulder. I can't believe I'm crying over him barely any time after I was crying to him. "I've never felt like this Faye. I've never hurt like this" I say pulling out of her grip and looking at her. "I know. Heartbreaks hurt like hell"
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Innocent (Brantley Gilbert)
Fanfiction"There's a difference between respect and fear" the scared sound of a girl is what started it all. Never in my life did I think ol' Jonny Guffet would hit a woman much less his own daughter. But when I visit an old friend and find his daughter cryin...
