Ch. 43: Silent tears

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You watched Mark and Katie the rest of the way as you silently sat in one of the back seats. Ellen had been saying some nice, encouraging stuff, like 'He loves you, you know that', and 'Katie is just a bitch, you're so much better!', but nothing could change the fact that you were incredibely jealous of Katie. She got to sit on his goddamn lap and kissed him all the time for fuck's sake! You decided to just ignore it for the rest of the ride, and stared out of the window.

As you arrived at Mark's place you got out of the car as quickly as possible. You went inside the house, to the little room only you and Mark knew, sat in the corner, and cried. Not one of those cries that makes you shake, scream, and punch pillows, but the kind of cry that is silent, gentle, but with just as much pain. You didn't even sob. Only stared at the empty wall in front of you. Tears were silently rolling down your face, and you wished you could run away. Disappear from the planet forever. You hadn't even thought about it. Somehow, when your parents died, your sadness was taken away, because your heroes showed up. But now the one you loved most of all was being taken away, by someone older and prettier than you. Of course he was.
All of a sudden you felt a hand on your shoulder.

"Hey, Y/N... Sorry, I didn't mean to bother you, but I heard you cry and went to see what's wrong?"

You looked up at the person the deep, raspy voice belonged to. Dark.

"H-Hey Dark... I'm fine, i-it's nothing..." you manage to stutter out between silent sobs. "Well, if there's anything I know about girls, it's that they say 'I'm fine' when there is something terribly wrong" Dark says, glitching slightly, concern heard in his voice. 'He might be a demon, he at least cares about me...' you think. "I know you don't completely trust me, but I see you're in pain, Y/N. Let me help you..." Dark says. "I don't know what to do, Dark... I like Mark a lot, as in a crush, but it just doesn't seem like he likes me the same way..." you say, tears streaming down your cheeks. Dark kneels down in front of you and wipes away the tears. He then cups your cheeks, glitches once more before saying, "He's not worth you at all Y/N, you deserve so much better...". You look him in the eyes, and behind all the anger, pain, and suffering inside him, you could see a gentleman. A man of love, friendship, and kindness. What was it that had made him go insane? What was it that made this man, who once was one with Mark, feel so much pain?

Dark stood up and held out his hand. You gently took it and stood up in front of him. You didn't know why, but every single time he touched you, it was like a tiny spark inside all the sadness you had gone through. Actually, of course you knew, but wasn't going to admit it yet. Dark stepped a bit closer to you, wrapped his arms around you tightly, and hugged you. It wasn't rough, nor a real embrace. It was a sign that he cared, a sign of the friendliness inside him. You wrapped your arms around his neck (which wasn't thar hard since he and Mark were both short beans), and hugged him back tightly. After standing that way for a while, you whispered in Dark's ear. "Thank you..."

"You're welcome, Y/N..."

Wow I finally got a new chapter out damn
Oh well at least it didn't take me as long as usual XD

Btw, I had a pretty cool idea but idk if you guys would like to read it. It was games irl, or basically the characters getting stuck in a game or movie or something. Please comment what you think!

Love, Ellen










I just found out the first chapter (not the intro) was published on the 10th of August 2016. That's almost a year ago! I can't even believe I've been working on this book for so long! I'm kinda scared for when I finish it XD like DAFUQ WILL I BE DOING WITH MY LIFE

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