One Piece One Shots (Requests: Closed)

I Want 2 Die (Buggy, AU)

I was a fiend for the coke, sniffin' dreams up my nose,
  (Y/n). Her glossy (h/l) (h/c) with her matching glistening (e/c) orbs. He remembered all the small things, like how her white teeth would show when she smiled, when she would lean forward on purpose to get him all flustered, or even the way her lips felt like rose petals on his. God, he loved her.
But I'm off that now.

I was a liar and a thief, had opinions and beliefs,
  Maybe she didn't feel the same way, because the moment she had the chance, she fled. He had no idea until he woke up and she wasn't next to him in the bed. There wasn't a note, her clothes and belongings were gone, and all the pictures she was in were missing; there wasn't a single thing for him to remember her.
But I'm off that now.

I was a lover and a friend,
  No matter how hard he tried to move on, he couldn't get her out of his head. She was his everything, so after she left he became a shell of his former self. Sure he'd smile and interact, but his heart wasn't into it.
Never worried about the ends,

But I'm off that shit right now.
  Soon everyone around him got the memo, and stopped talking to him. Maybe it was the way he'd stare at them when they spoke, but they left him alone. He can't really say he was happy about it, but he felt maybe it was a good thing.
I was a lover, I was in lust,

I was a lover you could trust,
  He takes a deep breath as he stares at the wrinkled paper in his hand, the only picture he has left of (Y/n), and a bottle of whiskey in front of him. In times like this, he wished someone had stayed beside him.

  "In the end, karma sure is a bitch," he mumbles as he leans back int the chair and stares at the ceiling.
But I'm off that shit right now.

I was the one to tell the truth,
  The bills stacked up on the island in the kitchen and the fact he was just laid off made him too stressed. All he needs is just one person to talk with, but there's no one there. If there was any reason to smile, he didn't have one.
Keep it real and disapprove,

But I'm off. That. Now.
  He puts the picture down. He couldn't sleep at night, he couldn't afford to keep it up in this house. He's no longer the person he was when she left, even though he wanted to be the same when she came back.
I was a slave to the lean,

Couldn't feel, couldn't see,
  He feels like he is drowning into deep muggy swamp water. He's so far under, and no matter how hard he stuggles, he just keeps sinking. There's no way out. Except one.
But I'm off that shit right now.

Sometimes I wanna die,
  No one would really miss him and all the pain and stress would be gone. He just wants to feel relief. Depending on the way he does it, it'd be pretty painless; dying, that is.
I don't care if it's sad, I want to die.

Take all my money out the ATM and start a little bonfire,
  "I could..." he leans forward and puts his head in his hands, "...use a nap."
  He gets up and stretches his limbs before walking off toward the room. He stops when he hears a car door. He tilts his head, "Now who could that be?"
Let it burn, let it burn, let it burn all night.

And if I die before I wake...
  When there's no knock, he shrugs it off as hearing things and continues on the way to the bedroom. He pulls the covers over his head and the exhaustion takes over.
I pray the Lord my sould to take.

(Let it burn, let it burn, let it burn all night.)
  The next morning he's waken upbrutly by a loud noise in the kitchen. He grudgingly climbs out of bed and tries to figure out what it could've been. He stops in the doorway and raises an eyebrow at the little four year-old.
  "Momny! Mommy!" the toddler claps her hands as she tries to reach for him.
  He leans down and blows on the little hair the girls has, "I hope you know, I'm a guy. Who is your mother, kid?"

And if I die before I wake,
  "I'm sorry I left, Buggy," he feels hands wrap around his neck and soft lips on his cheek, "but that'd be our kid."
I pray to God there's whiskey and a chaser.

~I Want 2 Die (Maybe Part 2?) End~