The brooks brothers Little sister (a janoskian fanfic)

Chapter 65- therapy

Note

I don't really like this chapter, I NEED MORE IDEASSSS, but anyway enjoy and I'll update asap :)

Ellie's POV

Today beau is making me go and see some therapist, yay I'm so excited (note the sarcasm). He says he thinks I need help with dealing with the trauma or something like that, I wasn't really listening. Basically he can't deal with me so he's making me go to therapy.

"El wake up" I felt someone shaking me.

"Fuck offff" I groaned, I was really tired.

"Nah come up, we have to go in 30 mins" Beau said.

"I'm not going beau" I mumbled.

"Yeah you are, get up" he said as he lifted me up and carried me downstairs and sat me on a stool in the kitchen.

"I hate you" I said as I scowled at him.

"I love you too" he grinned.

I punched him in the arm, not that it caused him any pain because I'm so weak.

"Please, just do this for me" he begged me.

"Fine" I agreed.

"I'm only doing this because I love you" he said as he hugged me from behind.

"I know beaujob" I said.

I knew beau only wanted to help me but I still didn't want to go, I mean I don't see how a therapist can help me.

"You gonna eat?" He asked.

"Not hungry" I mumbled.

"Nah nah, at least have this" beau said as he got me out a cereal bar.

"Okay fine" i said as I took it from him and started to eat it, beau is being so controlling lately I swear.

A few minutes later beau looked at me and told me to get ready, I ran upstairs and got dressed and quickly did my hair, then I put on some natural makeup.

I went back down and Beau was waiting for me.

"Ready bub?" He said.

"No" I said monotone, I really didn't wanna go.

"Try it once okay, then we'll see" he sighed as he opened the front door.

"Okay" I said as we walked out to his red jeep.

I got in the passenger side and did up my seatbelt.

"I'm nervous beau" I said biting my nails, I hated speaking to strangers, I really don't see how this is meant to help me.

"Ill be outside okay" he said as he started to drive.

I put in the radio to distract me from thinking about it, we didn't really talk until we got there.

Beau parked up at a building that said 'mental health hospital' my heart started pumping, the word hospital scared me.

Beau saw how terrified I looked.

"Lets go" he said as he got out the car and I reluctantly followed.

We walked in and I followed beau to the reception desk.

"Ellie brooks" Beau spoke for me.

"Take a seat" she smiled at me.

Me and Beau went and sat in this dingy looking waiting room, it was basically falling apart.

I miss the fun beau, the old beau would make jokes and have fun all the time, he's still like that with the boys but with me he's serious beau and I hate it.

"Just go with it and say how you feel" beau tried to comfort me.

I was annoyed, I didn't want to be here. I just simply nodded to make him happy.

"It's just to help you" beau said as he rubbed my eyes leg.

"I know" I sighed.

"Ellie Brooks" a man came out, he was short with glasses, dressed in a suit.

"Yeah" Beau said as he put his hand on my back and lightly pushed me.

I reluctantly stood up, "ill be waiting here" Beau assured me.

The man gave me a weird smile as I looked back at beau, with an unsure look. He nodded and I slowly followed the man.

I was led to a small room with a little table and two chairs.

He sat down and signaled for me to sit opposite, he got his file out and started to write something.

"Okay...so Ellie, how are you feeling today?" He asked me smiling.

"Fine" I mumbled.

"Expand" he said as he made a weird gesture with his hands.

"I don't know" I mumbled again.

"You must know, are you sad?" He asked.

"Yeah" I shrugged.

"Why?" He kept asking questions.

"My mum died" I said really quiet.

"How have you been coping?" He asked, I don't know why but I couldn't hold it in any longer, I told this stranger everything, in a way it felt good to let it out, but it was still weird.

When I event stopped talking he wrote some stuff down and said he wanted to talk to beau I went and got him.

I walked into the waiting room where beau was, he looked up at me expectantly.

"He wants to talk to you" I mumbled.

"Okay, wait there" beau said as he got up and walked off.

Beaus POV

I was curious to see how it went, I walked to his office and went in.

He basically told me that he thinks she has very high anxiety levels and is on the edge of depression, he told me to bring her back next week.

"How do I deal with her break downs?" I asked wanting answers.

"Just stay with her until she calms down, she needs time" he said so calmly.

I nodded and thanked him as I shook his hand and left the room.

I kinda understood a bit more now, she needed time.

I went over to Ellie who was sat playing with her fingers, looking down.

"Come on kiddo" I said, taking myself by surprise as I hadn't called her that since she was little.

She got up and we walked to the jeep in silence, once we got in I started to speak.

"You did good" I said happily.

"Thanks" she said quietly.

"What's up?" I asked she seemed sad.

"Can we do something fun beau, I miss my fun brother" she pouted.

I couldn't help but laugh, "how about we pick up skip and go to the trampoline park" I suggested.

"Yeah, ill text him" she said excitedly.

I just laughed at her excitement.

Skip always knew how to make people happy so he was a good choice.

We drove home and picked up skip, he was already ready so he jumped in the back.

"Where we going?" He asked.

"Trampoline park" Ellie smiled.

"Nice" he said.

"Yep" beau said.

When we got there we got out and jumped for ages.

We then went home and chilled for the rest of the day, not doing much.