The brooks brothers Little sister (a janoskian fanfic)

Chapter 76- talk it out

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Beaus POV

I slowly became aware of my surroundings as I saw the twins and Daniel sat on the other couch looking at the TV. I felt someone playing with my hair, I looked up to see El, my head was in her lap.

"BEAU" she yelled once she realised I was awake.

She then leant over me and hugged me, "I'm so sorry" she said as she started to get teary.

I felt really dizzy, I tried to sit up but El pushed me back down, "stay there beau you passed out" she mumbled.

"Im sorry for everything beau" she mumbled as she kissed my forehead.

"We're gonna talk bubs okay" I said in a whisper as she nodded.

"We'll leave you to talk" Jai said as they all got up and left.

I didn't know where to start, I hated the fact that so much had happened between us lately.

I sat up and sat next to her on the couch, we both stared at the floor in front of us, unsure of what to say.

"I'm sorry" she burst out "for running away, for stealing, for cutting in front of you, for being a bad sister, I'm sorry okay, I get it if you can't forgive me but I miss you beau, please don't hate-" I cut her off before she could finisse her little rant.

"I couldn't never hate you" I assured her.

She gave me a weak smile.

"I love you so much" I added.

"You too" she smiled.

"But I'm angry that you stole from me, and ran away, you broke my trust" I explained, she looked down.

I wanted to make it clear to her that I was being dead serious.

"Things are gonna change around here El" I said firmly, "every time you go out you have to tell me or the boys" she nodded. "Also no running away, your gonna sleep in my room for a while I don't trust you yet" Beau spoke.

Ellie's POV

"Okay beau" I said, just deciding to agree with him.

"Why did you steal from me?" He asked.

Well shit. "I wasn't thinking, I just wanted to run and I don't know" I tried to explain.

Beau just nodded, not knowing what to say.

"And I'm sorry for slapping you" he apologised.

"It's okay Beau" I said as I jumped in his arms and gave him a massive hug, I had been craving this hug for so long.

He rocked me back and forth, embracing me in his warm body before pulling me into him and putting his arm round me, I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I know that's the first time you cut in a while but don't make a habit of it" beau said, he didn't know the truth tho, I looked down and played with my hands as if I was hiding something.

"What?" Beau asked sceptically.

"I d-did it b-before that aswell" I muttered nervously.

"When babe?" He asked softly pulling me closer to him.

"After, because you slapped me" I admitted being really honest.

"I'm sorry" he sat quietly, kissing me head.

"It's fine Beau" I forgave him.

"I want to be able to trust you again" Beau randomly said.

I just nodded, not knowing what to say to that.

"Go get me all your blades or whatever you used" his face suddenly switched to a more serious expression.

"Now?" I asked a but confused.

"Yeah, I wanna trust you again so go get me them now" he said confidently, not holding back one bit.

I was in a difficult position now, if I wanted him to trust me I would have to get them all, but I didn't know if I would need them again.

Without saying anything else I got up and walked to my room, I bumped into Jai on the way.

"What's wrong?" Jai asked concerned.

"Beaus making me bring him my blades" I sighed.

Jai nodded sadly as he let me carry on walking.

I went into my bathroom and grabbed my razor, it was all I had, I decided to give it to Beau, I mean it was the least I could do to try and make it up to him.

I walked down the stairs really slow, beau was still sat on the couch looking at his phone. He looked up at me when I got to him, he put out his hand expectantly, I hated it when beau acted like an adult with me. He raised his eyebrow when I hesitated, I then put my razor in his hand and he took it putting it into his jacket pocket.

"Is that it?" He asked staring into me eyes.

"Yeah" I replied, because it was the truth.

"Promise" he asked, great he doesn't believe me.

I nodded.

"Thankyou El" he said as he reached for me and pulled me onto his lap, hugging me.

"seeing that yesterday hurt me so much, please never do that again" he spoke softly.

"Okay Beau" I said as he hugged me tighter.

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