The brooks brothers Little sister (a janoskian fanfic)

Chapter 77- sleep talks

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Beaus POV

I watched as they left to go get ice cream without me, I was he big brother I was meant to be going with them, what Jai said really hurt, it triggered something in me.

I was really struggling at the moment, with everything, I was just taking my anger out on Ellie, because she was the easiest thing to take it out on.

The more I thought about it the more bad I feel, I mean she is suffering so bad right now, we need to be together not against each other.

I sat on the couch and watched TV, James and Daniel where upstairs, I didn't want to be around anyone right now, the more I thought about it the more I wanted my bros and El to be on my side again, me and my little siblings against the world.

Around an hour later I heard the front door go, I turned round to see the twins and Ellie walk in.

She saw me and quickly looked away, almost like she was scared of me, she then took off her shoes and ran upstairs, Jai followed her.

"Hey cunt?" Luke hissed at me.

"Yeah" I said ignoring his anger.

"Stopped being a dick yet?" He questioned.

"I don't know" I mumbled, I didn't know how to feel.

"You better cause she's our baby sister" he said as he grabbed some water from the kitchen and also went upstairs.

That hit me hard, she was our baby sister, and I was being way too harsh and treating her like shit, just because she doesn't know how to handle everything.

I felt really bad to be honest, what she did was not okay but neither was the way I was dealing with her, like the therapist said a while ago all she needs is support and for us to be there for her.

I also walked upstairs, as I walked past jais room I heard them all in there laughing at something.

I couldn't stop myself, I opened the door to reveal them laid on Jais bed watching a movie. Ellie's face looked confused, while Luke and Jais expressions where angry.

"What do you want?" Jai asked annoyed.

"I'm sorry El" I said quiet, she avoided eye contact with me.

"She doesn't wanna speak to you beau" Luke stated, putting his arm round our sister.

"I was just angry" I tried but failed.

"Stop with the excuses" Jai said, it was no use I turned on my heels and walked out as I sighed, shutting the door behind me.

I then went straight to my room and slammed the door, I laid on my bed staring at the ceiling just thinking about what my life had become in the last few months and how different it was.

Ellie's POV

After me Luke and Jai finished watching our film and eating pizza I decided to just go to bed because I was really tired and it was pretty late, I got ready for bed and then fell asleep straight away.

A few hours later I was awoken by someone walking into my room, it looked like one of the twins, wait no it was Beau, wait beau!

"Beau?" I whispered as I stared at the figure standing in my doorway.

"I'm sorry Ellie" he spoke quietly.

I sighed, I missed him so much.

"Come here Beau" I said sitting up.

He instantly ran over and jumped on my bed, sitting next to me, I turned on my lamp, his eyes were red and puffy, like he hadn't slept.

"I couldn't sleep, i felt bad" he spoke quietly and he got under my covers with me.

He went to hug me but I flinched away, he looked taken back, I didn't mean to flinch it just kinda happened.

"Don't be scared please" he said hurt.

"I miss you" I said quietly looking down, he didn't say anything he just took me into a hug.

"I'm sorry for being too harsh, I'm on your side always" he said as he rubbed my back, pulling himself closer to me.

"And I'm sorry for everything too" I mumbled as I leant my head into his shoulder, breathing in the familiar, comforting scent of my big brother.

"It's okay bub" he spoke softly.

"I love you" I whispered.

"You too" he said as he squeezed me reassuringly.

I yawned because I was tired, as he had woken me up.

"Lets sleep yeah?" He asked as he pulled away and looked into my eyes.

"Can we sleep in your bed it's comfier" I smirked.

"Sure weirdo" he joked as he picked me up, slinging me over his shoulder and carrying me to his room where he dropped me on his bed.

I got under his covers and so did he, he immediately pulled me into him and I load my head in his chest, I missed him.

"Can we have a beau and Ellie day tomorrow?" I asked him.

"Of course babe" he said as he hugged me.

I yawned again my eyes closing themselves.

"Go to sleep" he said as he rubbed my back, before I knew it I was out.

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