Rejecting Hope (Old Copy)

Chapter Twenty Five - "Turn Me On."

A/N Get ready to throw your tomatoes at me! But anyways this dedication goes to MyBeautifulLie for making me such a lovely cover and being such a wonderful fan! Please give comment and tell me if you guys like it and give her some props for her hard work. I like it a lot and covers are always open to all of my fans who are willing to make :).

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(Ariana)

The music pulse throughout the area that surrounds me, pulsing thriving as the bodies of countless teenagers move together as one. Underneath these hot colorful lights upon this beach I find it truly beautiful, how everybody can seem to do this so effortlessly. I on the hand could probably never do that. I am a very awkward dancer, I'd most likely just jump up and down like a little kid or sway... I really can't dance.

And so, here I am... sitting next to the bonfire. I'm alone, just like always and I don't know what to do. I see him over there, he's dancing with all of the other people that surrounds him and I want to confront him but I'm terrified. I don't know what to do, as if he'll even notice me anymore... I'm just invisible to him.

"Come on Aria! It's a beautiful night why aren't you dancing?"

Looking up I can't help but to laugh, "Lacey... you know I can't dance."

"Hell you can't dance! You've had 5 years of dance lessons when you were a kid! Anyone can dance!"

"That was ballet Lacey. This on the other hand... this is a complete and utter new world to me." I sigh with my head resting on my palm and it's not a second too soon before I'm upon my feet.

"Don't think about it, just dance... Let the music move you, your body knows what to do."

"Lacey!" I exclaim but she doesn't hear me as she's dragging me near the abyss of dancing bodies.

Turning around she lets go of my hands, "Just feel it, just feel the music and let it course through your veins." Suddenly she starts to walk backwards disappearing into the crowd.

"Lacey! But I don't know how too!"

"Everyone knows how to, music is what feelings sound like. Just let your body take control! See ya!"

"Lacey! Lacey come back! Get back here!"

But to no avail she doesn't come back. So I'm stuck here, with the music even louder. I try to escape but I'm stuck, everywhere I turn there's someone and I can't see the bonfire anymore. I widen my eyes and take a deep breath. Looking around I start thinking of dance moves and seeing others make them as I try to copy them but I just keep failing and so I close my eyes about to give up. But that's when her voice comes back to me.

Don't think about it, just dance... Let the music move you, your body knows what to do.

I stand there eyes closed listening closely to the music that surrounds me. I feel the beat of the bass and start out slowly raising my hands as the song "Turn Me On" by Nicki Minaj comes on. I feel the need to laugh, what a funny coincidence for a song for me to come in dancing to.

Everyone knows how to, music is what feelings sound like. Just let your body take control!

I start to smile as I begin to spin and dance, it's coming easier now.

I can actually do this! Suddenly I'm not thinking anymore I'm just dancing and then I hear the crowd sing "Make me come alive! Come on and turn me on!"