Together (Tom Holland x reader)

Why Tom Why

⚠️Warning⚠️ if you don't like talk of suicide stop reading!!!
(please don't really stop reading lol)
                                    Y/N Pov
After I finished sobbing on Charlie's shoulder we went into the pub. "You know you are starting to have a little bit of an British accent", Charlie said trying to lighten the mood.
"Really", I said laughing a little. "Yeah", he said smiling. "Your my best friend Y/N. You know that?", he asked. "Ahhhh thx Charlie your mine", I said. He laughed a little.
     I looked at him and smiled. He made all my hurt go away. Then about 10:00 pm he said he had to go. I was sad but glad to have had the company. I started to drive home. Alone.
     That's when Sam called me. "Yes what is it Sam", I said. "Y/N where are you", he asked frantically. "I am heading home. What's wrong", I asked kind of worried. "It's Tom.... he locked himself in the bathroom. I think he is going to kill himself", Sam said frantically.
     "Ok I am coming home right now. TELL HIM I AM COMING", I said. "Y/N I am scared", he said. "Hey it's ok. Go get your parents and Harry. But leave Paddy out of this ok", I said. "I already called my parents they won't be here for 2 hours and Paddy is asleep", Sam whimpered.
      "I am 3 minutes from the apartment hold on", I practically screamed. I sped home. I opened my door and ran to Tom's half of the apartment. I then saw Sam trying to get Tom to come out. I ran to the door. "Tom...", I screamed,"open this door NOW." I heard cries from the other side. "Tom open the door", I said anxiously.
        "Y/N I'm so sorry", I heard Tom cry. "Hey it's ok. I'm fine. You need to come out here", I said. "No!!!!", he cried. "Tom pls", I cried. I heard more sobs from behind the door. "Open the damn door", I cried falling to my knees. "I'm so sorry", he said. "No!!!!", I cried. I hit my hand on the door repeatedly. I hit it so long it started to bleed.
     "If you kill yourself... I will too", I said. "Y/N pls don't do this", he cried. "You have to choose", I screamed. "Make Sam leave pls", he said. I gave Sam a nod and he went out into my apartment. I then heard the door unlock. Tom stood there in tears.
     "Tom", I cried enveloping him into a hug.  "I'm so sorry", he cried. "It's ok",  I whispered. "I love you so much", he said. I laughed. "I love you too", I said. We then kissed. I looked at his perfect skin to see it unharmed.
     "Were you ever going to actually do it", I asked him. "I was until you talked me out of it. I love you so much Y/N", Tom cried.
   
Tom and I have been inseparable ever since... (Guys Sucicide is not funny at all). I should have known it was fake. I am dating a actor. I then snuggled into his chest. He laughed and kissed my forehead.
     Then Paddy walked out. "Oh!!!! YOU GUYS ARE TOGETHER", he shouted. Tom and I both  shushed him and nodded. He skipped away happily. "When are we going to make us official", I asked. "What do you mean. We are official", he said. "Hiding our relationship is not being official", I said.
     "Y/N I just don't want everyone knowing about my personal life", he said kind of angrily. "Are you sure that's the only reason", I asked. "Positive", he said. "Ok", I said smiling. Then my agent called. "Sorry Tom got to take this", I said giving him a quick kiss. He grabbed my hand and pulled me in for another longer kiss. "I will be right back", I said answering the phone.
      "Hey (agents name is idk John) John what's up", I asked. "I think I can land you are really cool part with Marvel", he said. "Really what part", I asked excitedly. "Her name is Ms. America. She is really cool and will be in Infinity War", he said. "That's AWESOME", I squealed. "But in the MCU she is Peter Parker's love interest", he said.  "That's ok. When is the audition", I asked. "Next week. They will fly out to London to have you audition", he said. "Thank you so much John", I said. "Your welcome Y/N have a great day", he said. "Bye", I said hanging up the phone.
     "Tom", I squealed happily. "What", he asked excitedly. "I have an audition for Peter Parker's love interest aka Ms America", I practically screamed. "That is amazing", he said putting his hands on my head. Then he kissed me it was a long and strong kiss. We both laughed. "I love you", he said. "Yeah yeah.  Shut up and kiss me", I said leaning in. He laughed and continued to kiss me. Our lips moved in sync and hearts seemed to beet together. GOD I Love Him.