when you realize you haven't written a smut chapter in forever
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"michael?" luke asked.
he nervously played with his fingers, and watched as michael turned his head to look at him.
"come upstairs with me?" luke asked.
michael sighed, and glanced back at the movie that him, calum, and ashton were watching.
"babe, not right now, okay?" michael asked. he know luke only wants to go up there to cuddle. michael was luke's first boyfriend, and they've been together for a year. everything between them was still innocent because luke was too scared to try anything, but michael's okay with that.
"no- michael, i need to talk to you." luke said, and michael nodded, following luke wether he wanted to or not.
luke locked the door of michael's bedroom once they were both in there and michael furrowed his eyebrows as he sat on the bed.
he glanced up and saw luke nervously scratching the stubble on his jaw as the hair on his forehead fell into his eyes a little.
"hey, what's going on?" michael asked, pulling on luke's hips, so the younger boy straddled his waist.
"this is embarrassing.." luke whispered, hiding his red face in his hands.
"luke, come on. you're okay." michael said, and luke looked up again.
"i wanna... i wanna make you feel good, but i don't know how." luke whispered, his face slightly pink.
"oh. uh what do you wanna do?" michael asked, shifting under luke's bum because luke's words went straight to his pants.
"can you teach me how to.. you know..."
"i don't know, actually. there are so many things to teach you." michael said, and luke playfully rolled his eyes.
"i wanna suck- ugh i wanna-"
michael laughed at how embarrassed luke was to say it.
"you want me to teach you how to give head?" michael asked, and luke nodded.
michael smiled a little, and raised his eyebrows, making luke laugh.
"alright, what will be more comfortable for you? on your knees or laying on your stomach?" michael asked, and luke shrugged.
"i don't know. you pick." luke said, and michael groaned.
"ugh, you're difficult." he joked, and luke giggled a little bit.
"here, get on your knees." michael said, and luke did as he was told, getting on his knees between michael's legs.
"this is so new. i've never touched another guy before." luke whispered.
"stop anytime if you feel uncomfortable, okay?" michael said, and luke nodded.
michael guided luke's hand up to his crotch and helped the blond palm him.
"what do you like?" luke asked.
"i like it when it's slow, so just take your time." michael said and let luke pull him out of his shorts.
"tell me how." luke said, and michael smiled a little.
"okay, just start out slowly. use your hand." michael whispered, and luke gripped around him, and slowly pumped up and down.
"like this?" luke asked.
"yeah that's perfect.." michael whispered. "...now lick the tip really lightly."
luke did as he was told, and michael sighed as he felt luke's tongue.
"good- mm- now, if your teeth brush against it's okay, just make sure you don't scrape them, and try to keep them away as much as possible. whenever you're ready, just take it in your mouth, and just suck on it a little bit." michael
said, running a hand through luke's hair.luke held on to the base, and took michael into his mouth. he started sucking around the tip, and michael threw his head back for a second.
he looked back down, and held onto luke's hair.
"baby- i-"
"am i doing okay?" luke asked.
"so good, but kept your pretty blue eyes on me, okay?" michael said, guiding luke back down.
luke held onto michael's shaft with both hands as he sucked on the tip. he glanced up at michael,
locking his eyes with the older boy's."can i- can i go further?" luke asked.
"baby, you can go as far as you want." michael said, and leaned back on his elbows.
luke moved one of his hands, but still squeezed the base with the other one. michael watched as luke went down on him, getting most of him down his throat.
luke knew he was doing good when michael laid back completely, a moaning mess.
"oh my gosh, luke-"
"i'm doing good?"
"yes- fuck- yes you're doing good, now keep going." michael said quickly, pushing luke's head down.
luke giggled before putting his mouth back on michael. he pumped michael and sucked on the tip at the same time.
he reached up, and gently put pressure on michael's balls, causing the older boy to whine.
"'m gonna cum, baby. you can pull off if you want, or you can s-swallow."
luke sucked on the tip, and jacked him off quickly as michael came in his mouth.
"luke.." michael moaned, looking back down into luke's eyes.
his eyes widened as luke swallowed, pulling off after sucking him dry.
"i like that." luke said, and laughed a little.
"you can do that all the time if you want."