Ha, Nerd. (Destiel/Sabriel/Michifer/Brief Moments Of Adamdriel)

Chapter 22 *1487 words*

Hmmmm who's p.o.v. shall we do....

How about....

Dean?

We are all sitting at our table at lunch, just like we did earlier this year. But everything has changed. Luca has changed completely. They dyed their bright hair black and it hangs in front of their face. They're wearing a pair of Mika's old sweatpants, with her name stitched into them, one of Mika's old ACDC shirts with the neck and sleeves and bottom cut off to make it a half shirt, a black tank top, a black jacket, and their rainbow sketchers that they painted over black, but it turned brown. Their hair is greasy and getting straggly. They have a permanent look of depression on their face. They were fangirling at michifer being canon but as soon as the bell rang the smile falls, and the pained expression resumes. It hurts. Everyone at school knows what happened and they give pitying glances and empty hands on the shoulder.

"Dean?"

"Yes Mrs. D?"

"You zoned out. The bell rang. Are you okay?" I shake my head honestly. "Yea. We heard about your friend."

"Mika was more than a friend. She was my little sister. She was everyone's little sister. And Luca... I'm worried about them. They've never really been the most stable person ever and I'm scared that this will push them over the edge."

"We have called their mother and she says that they're taking their meds. And they've been checking them regularly all over. Arms, legs, stomach, neck, hips, all over. And they're still clean, Dean. We are going easy on them in class to not stress them out. Not too much easier, just assigning little to no homework and explaining things very thoroughly. We are doing our best to help." I give her a small smile.

"Thank you. They are..."

"I know. Now go to your next class, Cas is outside." Right. I get up and give her a quick hug before rushing out the door and grabbing Cas's hand as I walk him to his next class. We pass Krista, who smiles at us, we nod back at her. I love this school sometimes. People either smile at us, don't care, and turn away without saying anything. Wordlessly he drops my hand and pecks my cheek, walking into his class. I walk to mine silently.

We all decide to go to Luca's place and hang out. Luca just walks wordlessly to their room, which according to Carmen has been happening a lot.

The house is covered in flowers long dead, pictures still vibrant from their recent printing, and the lingering smell of chocolate, alcohol, and tears. I give Cas a peck on the lips before standing up.

"I'm going to go talk to them." I walk up the stairs and knock gently on their door.

"Come in" their voice is soft, and hoarse.

"Hey Bugaboo." They smile at their nickname.

"I haven't been bugaboo in a while." They keep the smile on their face longer than I've seen them smile since... you know.

"There it is. That smile. I've missed it."

"Its missed you to" okay before I describe what happens next it's a family thing and it is not incest or cheating because our entire family does it in front of our partners. Okay? Okay. They lean up and kiss my cheek. Okay that's not that bad but normally we kiss other close family members and friends on the lips so...

"Does your pretty smile wanna come downstairs and be it's social little self?" They get their mischievous glint in their eye and my heart jumps because fuck yes they are coming back!!

"Only if you, Sam, Adam, and Michael sing for me?"

"What song?"

"Sound of Silence." I bow my head, fake thinking. They will gladly agree if they smile. I nod and hold my hand out for them. They take it and slowly glide off of their bed, jumping on my back. I carry them down and everyone goes silent. "Now, I was promised something."