Telekinesis (Joshler)

Chapter Twenty One

Tyler's POV

"What's wrong Tyler?" Helen says as I sit down.

"I screamed at Josh to leave me alone..." I say with a sad undertone.

"Why?" She asks.

"Because he was asking if im okay..."

"Why would you scream at him for asking that?" She asks.

"Because im sick of everyone fucking asking me if im okay! Helen, im not okay; im far from it actually..." I say.

"How?" She asks.

"Because on the outside I look fine...but really im struggling to survive...I don't eat much anymore, and when I do try and eat me automatically vomit it up! I can't hear noises without flinching, Josh can't touch me without me internally freaking out and god Helen I just want to die!" I exhale.

"Mmmm." She says writing stuff down on her notepad.

"So Tyler, you said you weren't eating; what have you eaten this week?" She asks me.

I think of what I've eaten this week.

"A-An apple...s-some biscuits...that's all..." I stutter.

"I see..." She says writing more crap down.

"And what happens when you eat?"

"I-I vomit or feel really sick."

"And when you don't eat?"

"Im always tired; I never have energy anymore...I also feel lightheaded most of the time. I also have p-passed out a few t-times..." I whisper the last part.

"Passed out? Was anyone with you when that happened?"

"N-No...mom and dad were away on a business trip." I say.

"Right. So Tyler, I am gonna prescribe to you some pills that will stop the passing out and lightheadedness; for your eating, you need to try and hold down as much food as you can. I've noticed you're getting really thin." She says with a soft smile.

I nod.

"Why don't you eat?" She asks.

"Because...I don't deserve to..." I say.

"Why?"

"B-Because I-It's my f-fault..." I burst into tears.

"Oh Tyler. Nothing is your fault." She says.

I continue to cry.