MUST BE LOVE

Chapter 60

Beginning December Mike's bday is coming up so they all went to the Gold Room to have him a little party up in VIP popping bottles

Mike's POV

A nigga bday is coming up. I'm getting old I'll be 24 but I'm still sexy as fuck. I get paper, provide for my kids & possibly got my main chick back on my arm. Can you say KING shit. I was sitting in the corner alone observing the scene

"Shaye come here," I said tapping my leg for her to sit. She was looking delicious in that dress. That ass was looking right but that's always

"What Mike," she asked as I pulled in her in my lap, making sure not to spill my drink. I was sipping on that D'usse right now. We had bottles flowing cause you know when I do it, I do it big. I ain't bragging cause I know what being poor is, but I ain't rich but I damn sure ain't broke.

"Stop acting like that. But you look sexy tonight ma," I said whispering in her ear

"Thanks, but don't I always," she said rolling her eyes sipping her drink

"I can't even lie yea. But you gone give a nigga some birthday love tonight. You know that's all a nigga want for his bday," I said kissing on her neck, rubbing her thigh. Yea nigga was tipsy but not too bad

"Mike you are drunk," she said looking at me

"What Beyonce say drunk in love. You can ride this surf board cause I can't keep my eyes off that fatty" I semi sung, slapping her ass

"Mike stop," she smirked

"Nope. I know you're tired of hearing this but I love you so much. I'm so sorry for all the shit I did to you from the bottom of my heart," I said truthfully cause I know we've been showing mixed feeling lately but even if she don't take a nigga back I want her to know she's still my main squeeze

"Mike why do you always have to ruin a good moment & make shit harder than what it already is," she said with tears in her eyes

"Bae don't cry. I'm sorry," I said sitting my drink down wrapping her in my arms

"I'm not crying cause of that Mike. I'm crying because I do love you. Yea your birthday is coming up, but do you know what today is," she said looking at me with glassy eyes

I starting thinking then it hit me. Today was December 6. Six years ago we made it official at the winter dance her junior year & my senior year. How could I forget that because it was the best birthday gift ever. That's when she gave me all of her.vI have fucked up all six years & she always took me back. Then this year I really fucked up of all years. The year she give me my daughter.

"You forgot didn't you Mike," she said

"No I didn't forget. How could I forget something so special. Damn its been six years & through all the fuck ups you took me back every time," I said pulling her into me

"Exactly & this year was supposed to be the most special because now we have Kai. But you ruined for me. I know I took you back so many times. I really want to now buts its hard Mike," she said crying now so I pulled her further away from so we could talk

"Look bae, I know what I did this year was the last straw. I am paying for it every day. I realized I don't deserve you cause you deserve better," I told her

"I know I do but I want you. But I want you to do better not just for me but for the sake of our child Mike. I miss us that's why I have been so happy to have you around & staying the night sleeping next to me. But now I'm so confused," she said

"Shaye you don't have to be confused. I want you & only you. All that shit was in the past. I know it took me sometime to realize that. I understand if you don't want to take me back, but please give me another chance. I'm begging on my knees," I said dropping to my knees. This shit just blew my whole buzz cause I'm gone make her say she'll take me back. I know I said I didn't care what she said we were together regardless. But hearing her say it will make this the best birthday