Alexis' POV
I cried for a about 2 days. I knew this would happen to me. It was always me. Why do I even bother? After 2 days of being isolated from everyone and living off Ben and Jerry's ice cream, I decided I was going to do something. I got up and got changed and went out. My first stop was the flower shop. I bought some really pretty flowers and left the shop. I was stopped a few times for photos and hugs and autographs. Nothing out of the ordinary. Then, I spotted paps.
"Please can you leave me alone?" I asked politely.
"Alexis! When is the new album out?" One shouted.
"Leave me alone." I said, carrying on walking. They followed.
"Is there a new song?"
"Is the band breaking up?"
"Why do you have flowers?"
"Is there a tour?"
"Have you got a boyfriend?"
They wouldn't stop bombarding me with questions until I snapped.
"FOR ONE DAY. THAT IS ALL I ASK OF YOU. I NEED A PRIVATE LIFE. CAN YOU JUST PISS OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE?!" I yelled. They stopped taking photos and hurried away. I sighed and made my way through town. I went to a secluded area. It was a church yard. I wasn't a religious person but there was a reason why I was here. I walked over to a certain spot and lay the flowers down on the grave.
"Hey mom. Hey dad." I greeted to the graves. I sat down in front of them and talked to them.
"I miss you both. So much. I miss your crappy jokes and cooking, dad. Especially burrito night. That was the best. I still have that, you know. Obviously, it's not as good as yours. I do try. I miss your daily pep talks, mom. Telling me to shine bright and not let anyone take me down. I still use your recipes. I know you would've been glad to hear some news I recently found out. You would be grandparents. Yeah, I know it was a one night stand but I know I will be the best mom ever. Because I got the advice from the best. You're probably looking down on me, talking about how silly I am. I love you both. I always have. I always will. I've got to go now. I need to get home and run a few errands. I'll visit you both soon, I promise. Bye guys." I said. I started to tear up at the end of it. I got up and grabbed a few groceries and went home. When I got home, I decided to call my older brother. He was 3 years older than me. After 3 rings, he picked up.
"Hey Alexis." He said.
"Hi Billie. You okay?" I asked.
"Yeah thanks, you?" He replied.
"I'm good. How's Stella?" I asked. Stella was his fiancée. They had been dating for 6 years.
"She's good. She out with her friends. Most likely shopping.hitsf" He said.
"Nice. Are you busy?" I asked.
"Well, I'm supposed to be sorting out my vows and what not. Why, what's up?" He asked.
"Nothing. I was just wondering if you wanted me to go." I said.
"Nah. It's okay. Have you visited mom and dad recently?" He asked.
"Yeah. Actually, I spoke to them today. I told them what's going on with my life." I said.
"Nice. I've been meaning to ask you something. Well, 2 things actually." He told me. Oh god.
"W-what is it?" I asked.
"First thing, Stella wanted to know if you would be able to be her bridesmaid." He said.
"When's the wedding again?" I asked.
"November 14th." He said. I wait, that is next month! I'll be okay. Hopefully, my bump won't grow any bigger.
"Okay. What's the second thing?" I asked.
"What the hell were you doing with Brendon Urie?" He snarled.
"We went to a party and he dropped me at a coffee house to meet Evie. What's the problem with that?" I asked.
"He has a girlfriend. Please tell me you didn't do anything with him." He said.
"No. We had a few drinks. That was it." I said.
"Oh okay good. Anyway, I've got to go. Talk to you soon." He said.
"Okay bye."
"Bye."
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About 3 days after that, I heard a knock on the door. I wasn't expecting anybody round so this was pretty odd, if you ask me. I thought it was probably Evie or the girls. I opened the door and expected to see Skyla or Kirsten, or even Amethyst. I was shocked at who it was. I didn't think I would see them ever again.
"Hey Alexis." They said.
"Brendon? What are you doing here?" I asked, completely gobsmacked. I was taken back.
"I'm really sorry that I haven't been here sooner. I've been thinking a lot over the past few days. I have thought about my choices and I've came up with a decision. I want to be a part of this baby's life." He proposed.
"Are you sure? I mean, you don't have to. What does your girlfriend say?" I rambled on. He hushed me to stop me running out of breath.
"Don't worry. Do you want to meet her?" He asked, looking down on the ground.
"Wait, is she here now?" I asked. She then popped around the corner of the door frame sheepishly.
"Hey. Sorry if this is awkward. I'll go if you want me to. I don't mind." She said. I shook my head.
"Don't worry about it. Erm, Come in." I said. I moved out of the way so that they could actually walk in.
"Nice place you have here." Sarah complimented. I wasn't sure if she was being sarcastic or being honest.
"Thanks. I know it's small but my income isn't that great at the moment. I'm saving up for a proper house. Can I get epithet of you a drink?" I offered.
"Water please." Sarah asked politely.
"Same for me please." Brendon said. I nodded and went into the kitchen and got them a glass of water each. I brought it back into the room and they thanked me.
"So. This whole situation." Sarah started speaking.
"I want to be a part of his or her life. Yes, it will be weird but we will figure something out. How much along are you again?" He asked.
"I think around 13 weeks now. Not much." I said.
"Okay. When you are bigger, we'll have to tell fans." He said.
"Well how do you think they'll react to this?" I questioned.
"We'll both get a lot of hate. We'll get through it though." He said.
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Rock stars' baby ~ Brendon Urie
Fanfiction"Panic! At The Disco's front-man Brendon Urie is reportedly expecting a baby with Killer Echo's lead singer Alexis Luton after spending some intimate time together." The News Reporter said. Great. Now the whole world knows that I'm pregnant. ~~~~~~~...
