(Alison POV)
This morning, I woke up and emily was still asleep so I decided, why not get us some blueberry muffins? The ones from the brew are amazing, they're so soft and fluffy and flavorful. I need to learn their secrets.
I quickly get ready, I slipped on some distressed skinny jeans, a pair of grey heeled boots, and a grey T-shirt with a small boob pocket. Then I do my makeup. I do kind of like a gold Smokey eye with lash blast mascara. Then I do some pretty beach waves in my hair and put on a C.C. toque. I love doing hair and make up. I can't wait till we have our daughter and I'll do her hair. Since I wasn't with anyone before Emily, I really wanted a child so I was actually starting to plan on getting a sperm donor. But now I am having a child. Not biologically, but she's always going to be my child. With that thought, I'm set to go.
I get in our white Range Rover, and start driving. I'm driving into town and go by the park and glance over by the fountain. I see a few families, and some friends. Babies, children, teens, moms, and dads. That'll be us. Well both be moms. I can't wait to be called Mom.
As I pull up to the brew, I notice a familiar car. I can't pinpoint where I've seen it, but I've seen it somewhere.
I go into the brew and get mine and Emilys muffins when I'm stopped. I turn around and see pigs... I mean... Paige.....
"Oh, hi Paige." I say with a fake grin.
"Hey Ali, have you seen Em?"
"Yeah, why?" I ask.
"I just wanted to hang with her. Do things like we used to." She says.
"If you're trying to get back together with her Paige, it's not going to work." I say.
"Haha, why not?" She says challenging.
"Because, Paige. She's married." I say.
"She's married? To who?" Paige asks.
After that question, I show her my wedding ring and her eyes grow with anger.
"I hate you so much, Alison. You will never be good enough for Emily. Emily will always love me and you know it." She says.
"I don't care what you think, Paige. We're married now and having a baby. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me. She's fixed me and I'm not going to let you get in the way of any of that. We're both adults, start acting like one paige. Because I'm so over your BS." I say and run out and start crying as I run to my car.
Was she right? Was I not good enough for Emily? Ugh! Ali! Stop thinking like that! You love eachother more than anything.
I go home and find emily awake waiting for me.
"Hey, baby." She says.
"Hi." I say and kiss her lips.
"You know I love you, right?" I say.
"I know, and I love you too." She says.
"Good. Because Paige is back...." I say.
"Really?" She asks.
"Really. And I need insurance." I say.
"On?" She asks.
"I'm scared you'll leave me." I whisper, barely even audible.
"Why would I leave you? I love you more than life than itself. You're my air. And I want to build my life with you. And this baby. And you said you'd be her official Mom too. So she'll have two moms." She says.
"I know. I love you too. And I can't wait to be a mom." I say.
"Good. Because I need you. She needs you. We both need you. And I love you." She says and kisses me.
"I love you more." I say.
"Not possible." She says.
"We should get out of here for a week. We should fly back home, visit our parents and then go to cape May, maybe go sailing there." I say.
"Yeah. I really do want to visit back home." She says.
"Okay. I'll get flight plans, we'll stay there for 8 days." I say.
"Okay. I'll start packing." She says.
"Nope. Vitamins. Eat. I'll pack." I say.
About an hour later, emily is napping on the couch as I am packing. She wakes up.
"Ali?" She says sleepily.
I look over as I'm packing.
"Yeah baby?" I ask.
"Remember when you thought you were pregnant in cape May and told Cece?" She says.
"Yeah." I say quietly as a single tear slides down my cheek. I feel a hand brush across my back as I'm sitting on the floor packing.
"Ali, what's wrong?" She asks.
"Nothing." I say.
"Are you sure?" She asks while hugging me.
"Em, I was pregnant that summer." I say crying.
"What?!" She exclaims.
"I was pregnant." I say.
"What do you mean?" She asks comfortingly.
"That summer, I was seeing 'beach hottie' who was actually Darren Wilden. I got pregnant with his child and told Cece. Cece killed Wilden because she knew all too well the kind of power he had. She killed him for me to be able to come home, alive. A week after he died, I miscarried and it was one of the hardest things I've ever been through. Granted, I was only 15 at the time and I wasn't ready to become a mom, I still loved and wanted that baby. I guess I'll always be a mom to a baby with angel wings. And without." I say crying. And she envelops me in a warm calming hug. She then stands up and tries to take my hand but instead, I sit on my knees and kneel in front of her stomach.
"I love you so much baby girl. More than you'll ever know." Then I kiss her stomach and then her lips.
"I love you." She says.
"I love you too." I say and we just hugged and cuddled and then continued packing. Packing is so stressful.
A/N: I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!! Please leave suggestions. I'm sorry I haven't been uploading as much lately! I've been having lots of homework. Advanced English is so hard😂. And I've been having lots of PLL like problems happening lately. Someone we don't know is legit texting my best friends and I and threatening us continually. Idk how they even got our numbers but they are. Again, I'm so so sorry I'm late in uploading!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!❤️❤️❤️
