Orphan

Chapter 31

The evening grew cold I had to get up and get dressed. Harry wasn't beside me anymore and I had just come to my senses. Everything that had happened became clear. "You just need fresh air..." I mumbled to myself opening the room window and breathing in deeply. Was I fooling myself trying to get to him? Or could I actually make some progress with this? I was stubbed. Completely and utterly lost. With a heavy heart and a weighted sigh I got my feet to move from the spot I had been stood for the past five minutes, and stepped into the shower. Nothing was quite as relaxing as hot water in solitude.

As soon as I was done, I noticed that the bruises on my body were fading, but the emotional scars remained unattended to. I heard a clang and clatter of glass breaking as it hit the wooden floor. I jumped at the noise, but it was soon replaced by Harry's screaming. "What the hell..." I breathed out quietly getting dressed as fast as I could, while I kept the bathroom door closed, too scared to find out what on earth had just happened. "No, no, no, no, no! So fucking stupid! Zayn! Liam! Every fucking body search the house!" Harry yelled while sounds of things being thrown aside became clear, I furrowed my eyebrows. What had gone missing now? Carefully I walked out, now suddenly very aware of my footsteps on the creaking floor boards. Harry looked up from his shuffling in the drawer as he had his gun firmly gripped in his hand. The room was messy, broken glass everywhere, along with food and some drink.

Everyone's attention turned to me, "Uhm...Harry what's happened?" I asked quite concerned now, he seemed to be shocked. I had never seen this much people in Harry's room at once. Strange, but true. Within a second a flash of anger stretched across his face, then relief...and finally embarrassment. "I guess that answers that." Louis spoke up as everyone glanced at each other. "We'll leave now." Abigail said briskly as she exited the room, along with the others. "Har-"

"-You've been in there. The whole time." He said breathlessly as he looked at me in awe and anger. Then it became clear to me. I was what was missing. I stared at the gun in his hand as he searched the drawers. The knot in stomach proving to be more painful than I'd let out. In an instant he dropped the gun, which then went off as it hit the ground. A loud bang went off as the bullet drilled into the wall, tears welled in my eyes as I dropped to the floor covering my ears. He put the safety on the pistol and made his way over to me. I flinched back. "I thought you were gone. I thought you left."

"So you had to break things and take out your gun? Call everyone to go on some manhunt?" I choked out unable to believe what I was hearing. "I didn't. I didn't mean- I. I do not have to explain myself to you. What am I supposed to fucking think huh? The window is open! You're not in bed! This morning all that was just an act to get me to be Less harsh right? I thought maybe I can trust this one! Maybe I can actually make it out of all this shit with this one, but I walk into an empty room as I had so many fucking times before!"

"Its not my fault you weren't next to me!" I yelled back unable to Care if I angered him or not right now. "I was up because I thought you'd be hungry after you had woken up! I tried to do something to show some type of thanks!"

"I'm not a slut. Let's get one thing straight you don't. You don't ever thank me for sex." I scoffed getting up from the floor and walked over to the mess of food and glass on the floor cleaning up. "You know what y-"

"-Harry just get me a bag to throw this in please." I sighed as he stared at me and he looked hurt. "All my fucking hard work in a bag without so much as a care." He hissed at my words as I shook my head rolling My eyes. "Fine Harry fine. I'll eat it. That make you Happy huh?" I snapped crossing my legs and taking the food from the floor

Everyone's attention turned to me, "Uhm...Harry what's happened?" I asked quite concerned now, he seemed to be shocked. I had never seen this much people in Harry's room at once. Strange, but true. Within a second a flash of anger stretched across his face, then relief...and finally embarrassment. "I guess that answers that." Louis spoke up as everyone glanced  gone. I thought you left."