Orphan

Chapter 28

nodding, as I cut through the meat my heart rate sped up, I was holding back so much throw up. My mind was taken over by that animal and my hands started shaking. I put it in my mouth eating it, it tasted good but my body wouldn’t allow it. I gagged slightly and Harry must have noticed. He held out his hand. I looked to him with furrowed brows. “Spit it out.” He commanded as I obliged and spat the eat into his hand. He threw it away and pulled me up. “We’ll be back later.” He merely stated and pulled me out. Fuck I knew it, I was gonna get abused again. I frowned. I stayed quiet. “How do you feel about a hot dog?” he asked as I blinked at him, is this his attempt at oral sex? “I asked you a question.”

“I am fine..with it.” I frowned awaiting him to just push me down. “Okay.” He shrugged getting into the car and taking me as well as he drove to the city. “Keep quiet, don’t talk to anyone. I’m trusting you here.” He spoke sternly as I nodded and waited in the car as he leapt out covering his face with his hoodie. Within ten minutes he came running into the car with a paper bag. “Hold tight its hot.” He warned as the car sped forward and he laughed as a couple guys got into their Cars chasing us. “What the h-hell!” I called out as he must have noticed the fear in my eyes. “Relax, its just a bit of fun!” he continued to laugh as I nodded, relaxing a bit. I couldn’t help but start to laugh at how happy he was. After the car chase we finally lost them and he took me to his tree house, helping me up. “Shit, their security is getting so much better.” Harry chuckled opening up the bag as I stared at him curiosly. He glanced up at me and sighed. “Close your eyes.” He mumbled as I hesitantly did so. “Open your mouth.” He commanded. I was extremely skeptical. Slowly, opened one eye and watched as he broke a piece of hotdog off and put it in my mouth. “Hey I said close.” He mumbled furrowing his eyebrows and nudging me slightly. Why was he being so nice?

“Sorry.” I mumbled eating it. It tasted good. I was starving. “There’s a whole bag here just for you. Burger, chips…milkshake kind of spilled a bit.”

“What is this?” I asked. “Its your dinner?”

“No I mean…why are you suddenly…”

“Shh. Just eat, you didn’t eat all day.” He ignored the question as he handed me the bag. I sighed nodding and eating. He kept staring. I took a chip and put it at his lips, he stared at me as if I was crazy and I could sense the awkwardness, but I at least wanted to try. He pushed back his thoughts and ate the chip, moving closer to me. “That’s good.” He mumbled as I fed him some more and ate some myself. My stomach was full. “Can I save these for the others?” I asked softly as he nodded. “Yeah good idea.” The night grew darker and colder. Things were more relaxed but still awkward. I held onto my arm shivering slightly as I felt Harry’s jacket being placed around my shoulders. I turned my head to look at him when his face was just inches from mine. I swallowed the lump that never left. Things were silent for a while, he stared at me as I watched his lips, eager for something. Words failing to leave them. We leant forward as a leaf dropped between us from the tree, bringing us back to our senses. I pulled away. “I’m getting tired. Can…Can we go?” I asked quietly looking down as he nodded. We went back home.