my stomach hurts and I don't want to exist

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my stomach hurts and I don't want to exist

december2twenty17

and look at me, with my broken eyes staring back into every pretty thing. craving a wishlist that doesn't cost anything, except for everything. what I need only kills me faster.

burden, burden, burden. easy tears and I want to cut my years in half. I crave pain, because I deserve it. the happiness dies because I want it to. surely.

how could I make this about myself again? so conceited, and trying to give everything to make up for it. boo-hoo.

I can't keep writing words of destruction. they're no longer beautiful.

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