my stomach hurts and I don't want to exist
december2twenty17
and look at me, with my broken eyes staring back into every pretty thing. craving a wishlist that doesn't cost anything, except for everything. what I need only kills me faster.
burden, burden, burden. easy tears and I want to cut my years in half. I crave pain, because I deserve it. the happiness dies because I want it to. surely.
how could I make this about myself again? so conceited, and trying to give everything to make up for it. boo-hoo.
I can't keep writing words of destruction. they're no longer beautiful.
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Millions [Poetry]
Poetrya collection of words describing specific pain. my poetry doesn't follow any rules. my style may change but the words remain insane. ✨minimal to no cursing✨depression✨anxiety✨ hopeless romantic babble✨ proceed with caution. 2017-2018