Different Life (Matthew Espinosa)

Make Up ?

*Bobby POV*

Later on in the day. I went home of course after I was out of that hangover. It was probably 3 o'clock when that happened. I went home and went up to my room. I looked at my neck, 2 hickeys. They actually wasn't that bad when you think about it. I get a pebble thrown at my window. I grab a scarf and put it on.

"Yes." I say with an attitude.

"What's wrong with you?" Matt asked raising and eyebrow.

"Nothing. What did you want?" I ask with more attitude.

"I just wanted to see how you were doing you weren't answering my calls yesterday." He said.

"Why would I Matt." I said, and he looked surprised.

"Because I'm your best friend." He said.

When's my birthday." I said and with that I slammed my window shut.

I'm not mad. But I do need a shower. I cover my window with my canvas paper and head into the bathroom. I take a shower and I wash my hair. I don't care I badly need my hair washed. I then get out and blow dry it. I then put my robe on and walk into my room. I just put on my under garments and some sweats. I hear the doorbell and I go down. I then get surprised when I see Matt. I opened my mouth to speak but he covers it and hops in. He makes me sit down on the couch. He still covering my mouth.

"I'm so sorry. I really am like I thought it was February 10th." He said and I giggled behind his hand and he removed it.

"It's ok it just hurt a little you forgot. I had a lot of fun yesterday I just wish you were apart of that." I said and I meant it.

"I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said and he hugged me.

He pulled away but concentrated on my neck. Could he see my hickeys. Why would it matter?

"Who gave you those?" He asked.

"Gave me what?" I play dumb.

He smacks his lips. "The hickeys." He said.

"Umm why does it matter." I say and smile.

"Cause , I'm your best friend and have the right to know." He said crossing his arms.

"Oh." I said and smiled.

"Well who did it?" He asked.

"Ummm you won't get mad." I said.

"Nope." He said to me.

"Shawn." I said.

"Oh." Was all he said.

He then sat next to me. He leaned his head on my shoulder. Was he upset?

"Were you drunk?" He asked me.

Yeah he was upset.

"Drunk, hungover." I said to him pointing at each hickey.

"So it really wasn't meant to happen." He said.

"No, I knew what I was doing, well at least getting myself into." I said to him and he sighed.

"Are you upset." I say.

"Nope why would I be?" He questioned.

"Umm maybe because I think you like me. And you don't like that Shawn gave me a hickey." I said to him.

"It's not that, I know that Shawn will leave, and every time I get real close to you when he does, here comes Shawn to drift us apart by driving a wedge right between us." He said.

"You like me Matt." I said to him.

"No I don't..." He says.

"You keep-" he cut me off.

"I love you and you just can't accept that you were made for me, that you were neighbors with me for a reason. That my parents get along with your mom for a reason, that you moved her for a reason, that you turned down cam, Carter, Nash and just seem to can't shake Shawn for a reason, That's why when I was in the hospital and you prayed for me every night with your hand intertwined with mines for a reason. And that reason being is because of me." He said looking up at me almost sad.

I kissed his forehead, he maybe just right. He just vented his feelings to me and I can't say anything back. I like Shawn. I love Shawn just as much as Matt. Well that's actually debatable but I don't see a relationship with Matt. He's my BestFriend. Sure we might've had magical kisses but that's not whats suppose to happen. We're friends and if we wouldn't of kissed we wouldn't of known that. I start playing in his hair. What am I gonna do with you Matt? I love you but we're friends, nothing more nothing less. Right? I'm confused a little. You can do this. Matt or Shawn? One of the toughest questions ever. What the absolute fuck. Georgia isn't shit like Utah. It's actually harder here. I've had fun with everything really, but stuff is harder here. I never had to do this like ever. Pick between two guys that love me that I love back. I shed a tear. Why? Why am I crying. Matt looked up at me and then wiped the tear away not saying anything. How can I possibly date Shawn even if that was to happen, he lives in Canada and I wouldn't see him a lot. That wouldn't work. But I'm not going to date Matt. I won't. I absolutely can't. I should sleep on this because I can't decide fully. I close my eyes. Relax Bobby just fall asleep.

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I wake up. I'm in my bed with Matt. His arms are wrapped around me, as he breathes down my neck. The only thing I could think about was how in the hell did I get up here. Did he bring me up here? How would that even be possible. He has a broken leg, he didn't hop up the stairs carrying me. His grip tightened around my waist, but he wasn't hurting me ,more like securing me. I wiggled just a little bit. I was comfortable. I reached my phone that was magically on charge next to me. I check the time. It's 8 o'clock. I doubt I'm getting any sleep tonight. As for Matt I need to wake him. We have school tomorrow. I can't help but say I want to sleep like this, really I do but I can't. I shake Matt.

"Hmm." He grunts or says, I'm not sure.

"It's 8 you gotta go." I said to him.

"I wanna stay." He said in a cute raspy voice.

"Well you can't it's a school night." I said to him.

" We don't have school tomorrow. They're fumigating for squirrels remember." He says with his eyes still closed.

That's right a couple of squirrels got into our school and just won't leave, but they're multiplying like they're letting their friends in or something. But they actually will be doing that for a couple of days.

"Oh yeah. But Matt." I said to him.

"Yeah." He said a little more awoke.

"How in the hell did you get me up here?" I ask him.

"I have my ways, now go to sleep." He said to me.

"I can't." I say.

"Turn around." He said.

I tried to the best of my abilities to. I was slightly successful. I was facing him but we were way to close. I slide back a little.

"You're so warm." He said to me.

"We'll thank you.." I said back to him.

"Do you like me?" He asked out of nowhere.

"Of course Matt. I love you." I said.

"Do you LIKE like me." He said more serious this time.

"Matt...." I said drifting my words.

(A/N) Hey guys. This was a real sucky chapter and yeah I just needed to tell you about how they made up and everything. Matt finally expressed his feelings but Bobby is pretty torn. Like she can't decide. Is she gonna break Matt or mend Mendes. Let's just say everything happens for a reason. Comment, vote, and follow me. I'm gonna start making Imagines.