Different Life (Matthew Espinosa)

An End ?

I go home quickly and put on a velvet maroon skater skirt, white big shirt with the word 'meow' on it, and some black canvas shoes. It's about 6 when I finish but the party doesn't start till 8. I'm going over Matt's house. I leave out the house and go next door where he's mom lets me in and upstairs.

"Hey babe." I said looking through his half cracked door.

"Hey." He said with a smile. I walk in and I guess he's cleaning up.

I give him a hand and throw some of the clothes on the floor in his hamper. I also make up his bed so I can lay across it. I get on my phone and take a picture of me and post it. I've gotten used to the fans really. They said we're going strong 5 months and I think that we are too honestly. It makes me smile just to know that.

"Babe penny for your thoughts." He said and sat down on his bed next to me.

"Nothing really." I said to him.

"Come here." He said smiling.

I scooted closer to him and leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I love you." He said to me.

"I love you more." I said to him.

"Always?" He said.

"Always." I reassured.

"Always." He said.

"The fault in our stars moment" I said and laughed.

"I thought you'd catch it." I said and laughed.

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"Come on babe." He said walking across the street to Carter's.

As we walked in the door he snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me through the crowd and into the kitchen.

"Wanna beer?" he asked.

"Yeah but I want some vodka in my system tonight." I said and he smirked.

He hands me the beer and I take the top of with my hands.

"Pretty impressive." This boy says to me.

I think his name was Chris he has pretty green eyes.

"Thanks." I said to him with a smile.

I drunk some of my beer.

"Why was Chris talking to you?" Matt asked me.

"He was just saying how- you are totally jelly." I said to him then took another sip.

"No I'm not come on." He said moving towards the living room.

It's so hot. I drunk the rest of my beer.

"Babe. My drink. Another beer or some vodka. None of the spiked stuff in the punch bowl." I said and he left.

I sat down on the couch and turned to see Chris again.

"What're you following me." I said and laughed.

"I don't think your boyfriend would take that very kindly." He said.

"I know. You should get me a drink though." and he smiles getting up.

"Here babe." Matt hands me another beer.

I finish it quick. Chris comes back holding a cup. I grab it and drink a lot but then stop because it tasted weird.

"What kinda alcohol is this?" I asked.

He hunched his shoulders. "Got it from the punch bowl."

"You know they spike that." I said putting the cup on the dude of the couch.